Amirah

Selfhatred

2008-12-01T22:12:00.010+08:00

{AmirahAmirah says:
bt serious. i rly cant believe hakeem's doing all this. he once told me he wna marry me, he kinda even sweared to God. I'm just scared to move on, and i'm scared to stay still . *sigh
Hykel says:
then find someone nicer and better than him.
AmirahAmirah says:
I can't. I know no one will make me feel special like he did. He's seems to have magical carbon dioxide everytime he breathes tht makes me go deeper for him. lol}

Do you remember on the day you broke your arm last year, and you told me I was so caring and that was why I triggered your heart ?
Do you remember our first date was at the East Coast Beach and you've triggered my heart?
Do you remember how flirty you were with me?
Do you remember how you asked for my hands on your first move with your broken arm?
Do you remember the way we chatted in MSN, our long and non-stop drawings?
Do you remember how much you wanted to kiss me and how you asked for my permission?
Do you remember how sweet you were on the phone ?
Do you remember how you ask me for a french kiss?
Do you remember that you love piggybacking me especially when we take the long way home?
Do you remember I vandalised 'I LOVE HAKEEM' at every wall ?
Do you remember we played repunzel in the playgrounds?
Do you remember sports day? when you calmed me down on my first run ever.
Do you remember our love notes?
Do you remember the long hours on the phone ?
Do you remember when I cried on Cultural night. And you were there for me?
Do you remember how we used to love scaring away th pigeons?
Do you remember 'Sacrifices are not appreciated' ?

We were so perfect with all our fights.
No one have ever swept my feets off the sands like you did.
No one cared for me like a baby like you did.
No one would love me so much like you did.
No one misses me so much like you did till you have to wait for hours under my voideck eventhou momsie wouldn't let me out.
No one would do anything for me like you did.
No one sacrificed this much like you have.

Guys will be guys and Guys will get bored easily.
Whatever I've done in the past was for our own good. And I wouldn't want to lose you.
We have been through alot, and guess what happened when I gave you all the freedom?
You've started smoking a fucking lot, you started lying, you started to start a new love.
Do you remember when my brother found out you were at my house learning some guitar, and he got mad. And I was so scared and you were there hugging me saying everything will be fine.
Do you remember our counselling with mom? The counseller told us to split and you were there crying. I knew then, we could be there for each other no matter what .
I know I never fail to say 'BREAK-UP' everytime we fight, you know I didnt meant any of tht, right?
And you never fail running back for me.

Now, I've lost every single thing I ever wanted.
I've tried my best to turn us like what we used to be, after the breakup.
But knowing tht you have even fallen for her even when we're still together.
Knowing from everyone tht you really have lost all the love we made .
Knowing tht you have tried everything just so I'll get brokenhearted and leave u.
Knowing tht you ignored me because you've found someone else tht caught your heart.
Knowing tht you don't care how much it hurts for me.
Knowing tht your friends and maybe even you texted me THAT way

Now, you're off for holidays.
And did you texted me Goodbye? No. You said Goodbye to her.
I've missed you too much, a short meeting wouldnt hurt and what the hell has gotten into you to run away everytime you see me?!
I know I've promised you every thing.
But I especially hate anyone tht left the ones they once loved for another girl.
I wouldn't let you do this and let this happen to me.

I still love you alot. But I'm leaving you for real.
You've gone accross the gawddamn line.
Your birthday suprise is still on fyi. I just hope you'll realize how all this meant alot to me.

I'll be away for a few days.
A mini haitus, i guess?

(Click Between The Brackets)

SAD DAY

2008-12-01T16:43:00.005+08:00

Mr W, you were oh-so right. I don't feel like blogging this. But I don't know why I just have. Having to know that Hakeem's been avoiding me, really cuts me skindeep, but not as much as knowing him falling for another girl. Yes, I just regret saying tht here.

People says it takes time to heal the heart. It's no point of waiting when everything stays crumbling down every second. I'm really sick of getting hurt and Break-ups. I had enough of trying and hoping. I'll be over it, especially after I've got all those dumbfacks texts from some dud.

I don't care if we lasted long(14 months and nineteen days/384 days). Whats the use when the other party doesn't care at all ? Even after gazzillionz of sweet texts and suprise gifts. Hakeem stayed heartless.

I was so worried and I've been bugging people about his whereabouts. Soon, I gained some informations and soon, I wanted a smooth talk. Because the truth hurts. And guess what He did? He ran away. -_- '
I don't wna blog more. Ask me personally for more.

CLUE: the song 'seven things' by Miley Cirus.
A TIP FOR GUYS LIKE HAKEEM: Stop with your ego and th thought for friends and stop hiding what's inside. `Cus us girls, we ain't dumb, so stop messin' .

Hakeem, I hope you'll realize everything when you're turning old.
`Cuz by then, I bet you'll regret ditching someone that loves you so much.

(I toldcha, ask me)

'I love you as you fall out of your clothes'

2008-11-30T18:13:00.005+08:00

Hellow W,
Well, you should have at least left your name or something, you know. I've got all those typa opinions, I wouldn't mind. I might look like a phsyco now (*woo) just about Hakeem. And I said, he was kinda heartless to me, myself. People told me to be strong, think twice, think on the brighter side and all sorts. And now, I'm confused. ~~It's already a good thing we're back together eventhou we're in an unstable 'situation'~~. Thanks for cummin' by here anyway, you little miss caring. (*wacky smile)

I'm really scared of annonymous(es) ! Please leave your name for pretty's sake :D
And I've create a diary of my own just about this relationship. I don't have no one to turn to and I don't feel like bloggin' it. It'll just make more innocent people confused ! and I am nice.

I am not having people stucking their noses to the Dear Diary.
and I just hope Hakeem will sneak into my bag and read all those sad sentences. (*sad faces)

Owmanz, my ears are turnin' for screamos and emo songz. Am I THAT sad?
I need a holiday.

SMASH !

2008-11-29T13:54:00.015+08:00

Well, I finally met the mysterious Syaffy !
And she invited me over to some gig with some friendster mates yesterday.
YIKES ! I was so, weiiiiird . hahahhaaa. Oh well, they're pretty friendly !
Couldn't spent the night and I had to get home quick. And they quickly wna take some snaps before I went off. and how sweet of Syaffy, Vannessa and Sofea to send me off to the MRT station from Esplanade. Lawl, I don't even know the way. And hugged them Goodbye.
Sorry for being kinda quiet, toldchuuuu I was a shy gerrrl ! :B
At least it didn't killed my Friday. Wee~ Oh and my face sucked a gazzillionz man ! GAH.
And I think I'm liking Starbucks now! LOL

There's more pictures but I can't seem to upload more? okay, soon !
and yes, yesterday was the 28th, so,

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY ZURAFIQ !

Like I said, i couldn't upload the pictures. (darn the computer!)

Well, I really envy you guys ! omg 24 months is fucken long !

And Yes, I've wished you thru the text I gave ya last morning.

I hope you guys really last and yesyesyes ! Get Married !

At least credit lah the pictures taken by me and Hakeem ! GR.

Oh and the pictures are in the video in Zura's blog. So go see it !

So girl, good luck in all the years!

**
And hello W in my tboard.
Well, I must agree Hakeem's a little heartless at times.
But I've promised myself I wouldnt give up. Especially after all the hard times I tried to get him back after the breakup. I'm looking at the brighter side. All I can do for now is try and hope.
(*sigh.)

Machine

2008-11-27T16:25:00.006+08:00

[totally edited]

Plans were canceled (again) `cuz Hakeem gotta fever.
And well, I was terribly sad about that. But I soon got fine and understand him.
I met him over at Simei with Home-made noodles, scrambled eggs and hot chocolate milk and to top it up with a little gift made from a big heart.
Not even an hour spent, Hakeem wna leave `cuz he wasn't feeling fine. err, okay.
and I gotta know that he was with friends by the time I got home. What in th world!?

And if you realized that I've been wanting to meet you every now and then,
Texting you every hour, calling you each time. It may be annoying.
But a simple text reply would do good. I know you know that I missed you too much.
But you 'ditching' me for your friends, was I don't know, BAD?
I know it's the holidays and you're always busy working your butt off but we haven't been having a real and 'complete' conversation for a whole week ! Be it in the phone or just texts messages.
You have always been up late meeting your friends but all I asked for was just one day, my day.
You've promised me to meet me last Sunday, did you? You then promised me it'll be on Tuesday, did you? You were tired after soccer and me having my dead cramps, I gave you a chance, but then ! You weren't tired to meet your friends! But me.
You promised me today, did you? You're sick and I understand you, but did you make it up to me by simply replying my texts? and, YOU'RE OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS RIGHT THIS SECOND.

I've promised you I'll be understanding and I have.
But you treated me like a pile of dirt. As your girlfriend, I'm scared, yes.
Now, I'm scared to speak up for my rights, I'm scared to share anything with you.
Just `cuz I'm scared you'll let me go, again.

AND I'M SAD JUST `CUZ I MISS YOU TOO MUCH AND DID YOU CARE?
I know you know I love you. :(

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Winter luv

2008-11-26T12:42:00.012+08:00

I couldn't help it. Yesterday was totally kicking me off.

And so, I finally started reading a book. haha, yeah, no kiddin'.

I was about to write some poems when (lol) i dont know where the hell did I lost the pens.

I haven't been writting, reading, studying, drawing, nor anything that's I dont knw, meaningful ?

Hahaha, tell me about it !

I woke up today in the morning feeling pathetically strange ?
Not remembering what I was dreaming about a few minutes ago.
Which I think was something about the first day of school. (*smirks!)
Okay, now I'm looking forward for the movie Wildchild and Twilight(!)
Having to think about about it, I think I'm gna start collecting movie tixs.
O_O

Hakeem's leaving for Genting, say, around NEXT WEEK.

November's ending reaaal quick ! and December too !

And your granny too ! and your lives too ! :O

k, thts not the point.

I didn't realize my boring-and-dead holidays gna end so soon .

And that means I have to rush things up fo Hakeem's bday.

OMG, DECEMBER.

(PS : Ikea in the afternoon later ! Wee, Ikea is funfun :E)

[edited]

I absolutely, completely, totally, terribly miss Hakeem right this second !
Havent been seeing his chewy cheecks and holding his manly yet soft palms fo a whole week !
No I should put it as, A WHOLE GAWDDAMN SEVEN DAYZ ! (*sad faces)
And I'm not even sure myself if I can make it tomorrow. U-R-G-H -!

And now, I feel oh-so-terribly lonely.
I have no one to share out my feelings and thoughts since Hakeem's been working.
and my parents aren't beeing understanding of how teenagers these days are rollin' .
I feel so 'I NEED SPACE!' kinda thing. It's like I've been lying down fo years surrounded by four walls.

Speaking of that, I really don't understand about this crisis going around right now.
What? the Earth's going bankrupt?
Then why can't they like, er , print more money ? lol, don't mind me .

& I fucking dropped my new phone twice yesterday for my whole life !
OH ! It's 11 PM !

[/edited]

Sugar

2008-11-25T18:34:00.005+08:00

ahh, Great. My plans for the good day was tumbled and drowned.
The Sentosa stuff was canceled and I've been wanting to see/be with Hakeem on a cable car.
Lawl, will tht cost more? Cos I bet he'll look fucking cute `cuz he told me he got phobias. WEE!

Other than that, I don't think the girls are free for tht 4 couples outing. (*sigh)
My holidays are going dowwwwwwn, sugar. And Syaffy, lets meet since I'm really bored ! :(
Getting worst, I've got my deadly girl cramps today. That's why my plans today with Hakeem for going to the zoo was SO moved to this Thursday. Hakeem's been getting quite alotta off-days . Wee, what joy .

And anyway, i think the Zoo cost alot too. It'll be boring without friends tagging along. Anyone?
And now Hakeem just text messaged me saying he wna rip my clothes off ! (lol) I think he's fed up for having me to text him toooo much (since I've got free messages now ^^) .
OH AND AND ! I was inspired by Mitchell for videos and I did one funcky one with the twins. hahah I am so not showing anyone ! We look like disco peeeople. O_O
I've been having alot of cereal meals today and I've planned out a whole list of what-to-do's for the holidays before this. Where the hell did they went to?

Okay, thts so, err ?

Livelavalive/Mitchell Davis

2008-11-24T15:16:00.007+08:00

LOL, I TOTALLY got a new entertainment.
And his videos are too wicked to get bored for.
Wait, wait, wait, did I put that correctly?
O_O

To be "Loved"

2008-11-23T18:53:00.007+08:00

(*scratches hair/screams/pulls skirts/ lungs out)

Why da fack? OumyGawd, I hate whats happening into me right now, thesedays. And why, I thought I'm gonna get nasty comments about my ugly previous post(which I have now saved as my bloody drafts). Don't blame me, I really don't know what has gottn' into US now. And yes, couldn't understand about IT either myself. Was suppose to meet Hakeem today since I wanted to lay things straight and hell no, he had to calabrate with his family about a new born baby and yes, hair. Whywhywhywhywhy, and I had to return home from my religious class all by myself, alone. WHAT? Whats so funny. :B

Good thing, friendly Zul donated some of his old school books to me. and when I got home to check it out, I realize most of the books aren't needed and I'm only left with the language books. You guys dig me? Was supposed to be a family day for my family too but we just can't seem to know where to go and lazy brothers wouldn't care much. Haiya !

Whats more? I wished to go shoppin' today and I don't think anyone was free on a Sunday. I hate my clothes, duuuuuud ! Oh, might be headin' Sentosa this cummin' Tuesday with those cheeky Zurafiqs again. AND I FUCKING DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING WEAR! and thats the whole point why I wna buy more fucking pretty clothes. (*flashes finger)

I don't feel good going out without my Hakeem, you see. Thats why I planned with curly Raimy for a four dates day. (lol?) That is Me, Adriana, Mai, Syafiqa and BFS(and bf-to-be for some people. hah!). And Farah and Mai, I wna shop! Teman me? hahaha !

Ah, here strikes my moodswings again.
Who are you `shaa? you love me English?
Are you kool owhuuuut ?! Or is it me? :[]
K, Run along !

LUV

2008-11-20T11:11:00.013+08:00

Had a date with the Zurafiqs. and well, we got lost on our way to the Botanical Garden and soon we head back to Pasir Ris park. hahah -_- .
Well, borrowed that pretty camera from my uncle and (phew!) he was about to have a meeting when I bugged him about the camera. Gee, thank God he's not mad. And Wtf, I just knew he fucking got alota lens ! Woooo, rich boi. hahaha.
I'll post more of the Zurafiq pictures when the 28th comes alright.
For now, it's mostly my pictures. hahaha . :D

I'm nt sure what to blog abt and Hakeem is seriously outta his mind yesterday. Wtf !
And well, things between me and Hakeem has been really fine ! The pictures says it.
My two weeks of total misery and blahblah, totally paid off now. Weee !
And he texted me he wanted to bring me t the zoo or somthng next week ?
And Iceskating this commin' December ! And twillight too.
hahah We've been going to the cinema these weeks.
Oh it's momsie's and dad's 21st Anniversary today ! Will be celebrating it on Saturday, i guess?
Oh and I am fucking jealous of those weenies who went to Kunming !

Ah well, if only I have all the money on Earth !
O_O

Ants

2008-11-18T12:43:00.002+08:00

I AM SO GONNA KILL AZUWA TOMORROOOOOW !

Today's plans were canceled again due to her bf . Haiya. This Zurafiq !

And I wasn't pressured by that, it's about my uncle thats why.

He's a busy man who rarely touch his phone at work and there I was texting him about the pretty camera. But nah, I'll still get it tomorrow ! Weee, pretty camera !

And why, I miss Hakeem terribly. And he's busy working. Why can't guys wait and have fun with the holidays rather than working? -____________- '
And now my money is almost Gooooone !
And why do kids nowadays go for real old cameras when the world now is technologized ? lol
And the old cameras ain't even good. And by the time you're at the photo shop, you'll realize you took a damn ugly picture. And you'll waste more money on films. OH BUT ! i want a polaroid !

HAHA. Wtf.
And now I'm active in Frienster and Myspace.
And maybe Flickr soon ? lol. Can't internet be any boring?
And I love my new phone. Wee !

This post is filled with 'and's ? 0_0

lime lights

2008-11-17T11:15:00.009+08:00

Awwh , you guys love the animals too?

Shucks ! I shouldn't have put tht up !

I deleted the post before this, cos you know, It's all wrong !
COS ME, I'VE GOT A NEW BLOODY PHONE ! ^^
It's that LG Viewty and it's touchscreen. YAY Farah, our phone look alike !
But I picked the white one. Owman, tell me a white phone is easy to take care of ):
And the camera is bloody clear too, 5 mega pixels. Wee !
And not only that ! I've changed my plan to a Student's plan and I've got unlimited messages !
Omgomgomgomg, Now i don't need to worry alot (: And yeah, I've changed my number, so Ask me in Msn :B

Woo! Imma lucky bastard.
Oh friendster is soooo busted ! I'm quitting it. cos it's stupid and a waste of time now.
I'm moving to Myspace. But I havent been signing in for quite some time.
~~I'll fix it soon !~~ DONE !

AND TOMORROW ! Azura, If i can, i think i'll borrow my uncle's dslr !
MAUUU !? :D

[edited]
I've fixed my myspace account. So add me up !
(Click here if you wish to adopt a rainbow unicorn )

And ! My uncle ain't replying my texts . O_O
My friendster will still stay where it is now. But I'm just lazy to add people up.
-.- '
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Lullaby

2008-11-15T20:34:00.004+08:00

It's Sat-ur-day today. And I'm suppose to have plans with Azuwa and her bf today. But well, it was called off and posponed to Tuesday ! Yay !

Not having my Sat-ur-day down, I watched MADAGASCAR 2 with Hakeem ! Omg, don't ask me why ! Quite an interesting movie I must say. But I don't really like watching cartoons on the big screen, you know. And to add on, watching cartoons on the big screen for 10 bux on a weekend ! But nah, it's kinda worth it, i guess? Especially when Hakeem wants to pay me back with a Tee !
Er, or maybe not that. Bumped into Hykel and why, he's on his way to watch Madagascar too !Went to buy my dress then, and OWMYGAWD, I love it !

Bused home from Bugis then just to fill our time. I know, -__-'
I love it when he makes me mad eventho I know it's just a big joke. I love it when he paints a smile on his face eventhou I know he's terribly hurt inside just to show everything's fine. I love it when everything goes wrong and he still cares and lent me his shoulder to sleep on. I love it when he's lazy and a dick and he still listens to me. I love it when he puts his arms around me and had me forget about the world. I love it when he does his hair. I love it when he does my hair, AT SOME TIME. I love spending long bus rides together. There's a gazillion of things that I love about him, but I just can't seem to pick one.

Like My DoctorLove(teehee!) said, I shouldn't have my faiths high up.
Well, I hope things will stay better now especially it's the holidays! HEE !

I got this video from Farihin's and omg, it's really OMG.

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS?
Just after watching THAT, it really shocked me. I'm serious. Humans are really selfish. Wtf.
It's somehow deppressing for me to watch. Really, and I can't even watch it till the end!
OMG. I love animals, wtf is wrong with `em . How mean ! :(

Im right when it's wrong

2008-11-14T13:25:00.009+08:00

Greetings Gummynuts.

Well, thank God I'm feeling pretty much better now. And everything good is, well almost, comming back to me now. Ah, great joy. Since Hakeem has only Tuesdays for his day-off, then I think we can only hang out every Tuesdays -_- '

And I think I'll keep my days free for now. Not in THE MOOD so. I woke up in the morning feeling empty and lazy for the day. Bah. Oh Anyhoo, I've been tagged by Miss Azvra for this OMF survey. lawl.

**
Rules & Regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about Amirah !(err)

1. (Since Azura talked abt shower here) Err well, I like to have my shower first thing in the morning right after I get up. WHICH! I don't think most creatures would. er, lol.

2 . I like to bite my nails real bad when I'm studying or daydream!

3. I think I have an imaginary friend.

4. I like walking around my room when I'm on the phone.

5. I love going to the library just `cuz I like flippin' thru books and the smell of books.

6. I have a whazoo imagination which I hate `cuz i think it's taking over me. I'M SERIOUS!

7. I've been planning to have a kitten as my pet when I got married. AND! before having babies. lol.

8. I don't like goths, wannabees and fakers. No, I hate `em!

9. I don't like to let people know I'm lovable and the 'girly' side of me. Yikes! Cos me, I like cute stuffs ! :X

10. I am a complete fweak. Especially when it comes to shopping! :O

And I dont have 10 people in mind to do this. So, who cares.
I don't type much like Azura did. Wee, Imma fun person ! :D
loooooool, Im outta my mind -_______________'

And yes, ZAF ! THIS GUY ON YOUR BLOG IS CUTTTTTTE!
He's William, I guess so?
(*Screams/yells!)

bang!

2008-11-13T18:29:00.005+08:00

I cut my own bangs!
hahaha, okay that was sudden.

I had a phonecall with Hakeem last night and his phone can change his voice into Chipmunks!
I'm serious ! And whattafeck! HOW COOOL.

And there's ~~this fucking girl stucked up with her egooooo~~ Slut.
Blargh. Whatta cunt. -__- '

*High-five people!

Fix nature

2008-11-13T10:39:00.007+08:00

'So You want to be normal?
How many people do you know that are actually "normal" ? That are completely level-headed, love perfectly, don't have mood swings, love god, tip well, don't shoot heroin, don't hit people, treat their parents with respect, are totally responsible, never impulsive, financially reliable, consistently sober, completely trustworthy, that kiss foreheads, buy flowers, never forget, always remember, trim their nose hair, know exactly what they want out of life, are diplomatic, get to work on time, open doors and don't call you names?

Exactly.

So why do we feel pressured to BE "normal"?
What I've never understood, well, maybe not so much "understood" but more "agreed with", is why so many of us WANT to fit into that mold. I mean, I suppose it may fall under acceptance. Most people like to fit in and feel if they can project a certain image, more people will accept them, thereby giving them the feeling of being loved and appreciated.'

It's morning and it's Thursday.
I was sneaking into brother's room to find my lost USB cable when my eyes met with this tiny book-slash-diary of 'Notes From A Dirty Brown Boy'. It contained alot of harsh words but that ain't a problem. I suppose it made me realize I'm just like anybody else but just a little tinch of different. No one's really perfect, so why do we have to hate ?

'So do we bow our heads and accept fate?
You. Me. Your mom. Your boyfriend. Your girlfriend. One day. We will all be lying on the ground. Dead.'

I have alot to blog about actually. But I just don't know where to start and how to put it in words. I now realize I've been a meanie but why can't I be a little less shitty now than yesterday? I thank the anonymous in my taggy and people who cared for the care tags. But nothing can really 'chin me up' . Yes, 'Change is nature'. But why is it hard for me to accept the fact? Why does 'nature' have to hurt?

P/S: I know 'emo post' . I don't want any anonymous in my taggy now! Or I'll bite you friendly people off! :E

die horsey, die

2008-11-12T14:59:00.003+08:00

"Relationships are like glasses. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

Well, I watched Quantum Of Solace yesterday and I don't even know what it meant.
And well, yesterday was really weird. I don't know what has gotten into me.
I cried so fugging hard yesterday and yes, in public. And well, maybe only a few in my phone contacts knew about it. I tried calling for help and no one was free. Well, besides Fariz.
I think I need another counselling. I'm going nuts now. And I'm doing stuffs thats just not Me.
I hate myself now for being so silly. No one really understand what I've been through and what I'm feeling. No one really cares when I'm feeling down, then I rather be happy. Wait, I can't.

I can't wait for school, you see. I bet things will be fine by then and I'll be occupied with useful stuffs, unlike now. I really hate holidays especially when you don't have anyone that you're expecting for, is spending it with you. I SHOULD STOP USING THE PHONE! omg, my bills gna get so high now. But I can't since I fucking have alot to settle with alot of mates.

Only if I wasn't a fool and a meanie last time, things wouldn't go this far. Suicide keept me thinking always. I know it'z silly and dumb. But people don't appreciate what I've helped and done to them. In fact, they'll keep pissin' me off and make me go all emoooooo. Blargh. Oh well, life is hard and I won't give up. COS THATZ JUST FUCKING STUPID (lol). I don't know what will cheer me up anymore. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know what to hold on any longer.

Ohshitz, what am I typin'?
I'm really not in th mood, again.
Holidays are killinggggg me when it's suppose to be fun.
ah, whats the point of this?

BFF

2008-11-11T11:29:00.009+08:00

Met up with old mates yesterday. Awh how I miss them ! Maybe not Danny since I don't remember we even talked in primary school? ha ha.
Met Yani, Erny and Danial first before meeting th others. And then we're off to Pasir ris park.
Had the tent and just chill out talking abt our lives. Omg, I can't believe Amalina was sick. lol.
We girls gossiped abt this typical girl which we totally hate in primary school. We rented bikes too. And yes, I fell . -.- and I hurt my palms and legs. How silly. I was gna bring Hakeem along, but he's working. Owshitz. Nora was our mom. I got tons of pictures but mostly was taken candid by our Chia. ha ha. It was fun. Lets do it again!

My 14 months(minus 2 weeks) wasnt what I was expecting but I had to understand that he's working. But then, he could at least called or something ? And it's already the next day now. Things arent still fine now. I just hope we getto hang out :(

Yay, people are taggin' me!
And Since my tagboard is pretty flooded by a nice passerby and maybe Azura too, I'll reply `em here then,

passerby..: hey hope u and hakeem's relationship will be ok through all the upcoming years..lots of blessing fr both of u!!
( Well, I hope too. Thanks friendly stranger. )

haikel.: kate jer nak low profile lols. haha
(Well, I can't help it seh!)

Erny: Wooh1 Enjoyed myself alot today!
( yay erny! I enjoyed too! )

musaa.: i'll make you happy^^
(aw, really? ok good. ha ha)

Azura: & yes, my blog has your face. bec you clearly squeezed your face there. hahaha!
( Squeezed? ah, okay fine)

Azura: anw, you also kene the tak original thingy? haiyo! i also kene. ape bende yg tk original pn i dont get it -.- they have ntg better to do -.-
( exactly, people who exactly has nothing to do. blargh.)

Azura: yay! youre going art! all the best babe! wah, ikot jejak aku eh!
(he he, art is harrrrd eh babe! owmaaaaan!)

14 months - 2 weeks.

2008-11-10T11:25:00.003+08:00

It's the 10th today. And it's suppose to be our 14 months birthday.

So like any other 10th of the month on midnight, there'll always be a phonecall.

But yesterday's phone call was sorta 'tragic' for me. It really made me cry.

But all Hakeem did in the end was hang the phone on me.

I admit, maybe now we're really fine and things have been smooth.

ah, blahblah, I just hope things will get real fine by tmrw.

And hope he won't change his mind, again *sad faces*

And I wna watch a movieeee again!

lol. I'll update more on today's outing(:

Pain

2008-11-09T17:41:00.007+08:00

Dang, I really hate this feeling I'm holding on to right now.
I just caught a fever and now my throat hurts just a little too much. Plus, I have one cold too.-.-
I have no appetite for anything, like again. And I'm so cold. (and hot)

Other than that, [edited this part]. Just something I gotta know from someone which made me real sad :(

Other than that too, there's this un-named sucker in my tagboard who just hates me , you knw.
Kept telling me that I do not have any originality. And there's only two silly girls which I know who have issues on That on me. I'm not that dumb. Especially the way you type? Thats so obvious. Especially the 'ALWAES' or wtv. Quit pestering here. I know who I am. So go and find justice somewhere else. And I'm deleting smelly tags. Don't tell me to get my originality. Why don't you go and get a real name and a life.

I don't really like ditching, especially on my blog. But some people don't get it.
I'm nt really in th mood since everything just bugs me today.
I got this chain-comment in fs like,'TAPPED! YOU'RE PRETTY' kinda thang. And i've been tapped twice ! Interesting?
And the picture down here was from the sch's yearbook. Go spot Hakeem.
lol. ^^V

308 !

2008-11-07T20:35:00.007+08:00

ZOMG ! I'M GOING ART !
Well, I wasnt really suprised abt That.
I was suprised to know abt my classmates to-be! OMGOMGOMGOMG !
I can't wait for next year! There'll be Ahmad, Adriana, Syafiqa, Haziq, Axel, Raimy and more more more fun ppl ! And most suprising would be I'M IN THE SAME CLASS AS HAKEEM! OMG! But there's one or two real bad eggs which most people would be hating in the class. :D
Well, I'm pretty fine with Hakeem nw and things kinda work out ? But having the same class as him would be something, er, un-imaginable! Okay, maybe I could. But it's SO GNA BE HARD!
JUST IMAGINE! okay, I can imagine my class gna be SO active(!) and fun! Raimy's there with Syafiqa and I'm there with Hakeem. LOLOLOL. I still can't imagine ! How can I study well ! okok, This might be a test for me. hahahahhahahaha, lol. And what else? I also cant believe he got art -.- And there's even some ppl who cant really colour got into art. And real smart ass ain't getting into the science class. omg, they're blind ! And my gfs ain't having geography and suprisingly, Hakeem does. owmannnn, this is hard ! But good thing is, my close friends are with me now :DDDDD 2009 is gna be interesting, Hmm..

After school, headed Tampines Mall with Adriana and Hakeem. Had Nasi Lemak. hah!
And met up with th birthday boy. And since Adriana wna suprise him, we headed to Changi Beach then. Well, it was kinda fun there. *pokespokespokes! and I got real tired and thirsty.
And then, blahblah..

Omg ART and 308! I can't wait !
Oh yeah! did I mention that the board didn't break into half,
and Syafiqa and Adriana kinda screamed when we met. and we were running to each other.
Awwh, you guys miss me dontchah? hahahahahha. yay !
Oh and I might be sending them off this Tuesday? I'm nt sureeeeeeeee.
OHOHOH, and check out Azura's bloggeh, there's MEMEMEME in the last video of the post!
hahahaha, okay, thts un-important.

Sharpay ! lol

2008-11-06T14:36:00.005+08:00

Been playing Sims since morning and for 4 hours. :B
I should take a break. But I got nothing better to do .
oh and I can't think of any last names for my sims, I picked Evans. -____________________-
Zomg! I'm goin' to school tomorrow and I finally gotta know my class next year. I can't wait ! And to add on, I think I'm a little nervous. I bet everyone's gna rush for the board and go screaming. and maybe even break the board to two. And maybe I might even take a knife and kill the people I hate in my gnabe class. err k.
I don't think I wna go to an Art class. Idk, cos no one cool goin' there. -.- And urgh, i finally gotta meet me friends. I totally lost contact w most of `em, like what in the world? And I am so not going home early! lawl, why am I blogging this? O_O
My hari raya money left about 50 bux?
What am I suppose to buy with that!? I thought of working but I'm just too lazy and other than that, my parents wouldn't allow me. -_- ! and Hakeem is working everyday, earning 40 bux per day! Pft.
Oh and I'm loving this band 'Farewell', FTSK ain't no more.
Err, I think I'm getting fatter and I think my eyesight's gna get dull soon and I think my brain is dusty, I should start sweepin' , err, and my hair stinks(lawl).
I've been eating like 5 meals per day? and I've been on the comp for 7 hours everyday?
And i've nt been touching the papers. Blargh!
O-BA-MA wins ! I think he's cute, er, somehow.
btw, ppl thinks i'm seventeen. omgggg.
okok, run along !

oops, i think i lost my tittle.

2008-11-05T11:50:00.012+08:00

I fucking have no fucking plans.

And it's gna be a long fucking day of boring fucking stuffs.

Owmanz, wish me fucking luck.

Oh yes! Happy 14th birthday Irah !
Too bad you guys didn't ask me out or anything. Have fun today alright.
And if you need anything, I'll be right here ay. You go girrrrrl !

[edited]

omg! i am fucking rotten!
Cos me, I am just so darn bored!
Oh have I mention, tht Hakeem look super HOT with his fake dyed hair.
omgomgomgomgomgomg! K all I have been doing was edit pictures and blahblah..

[/edited]

I'm lucky

2008-11-04T12:57:00.002+08:00

Alot of things been happenin' lately. *smirks?

mmn, had picnic at Pasir Ris Park with some sec three kids. HAHA. I finally played Twister !

Too bad we were rushing for time ! I still had fun and i was kinda weird being the only 14 year old there. Oh and that 1 year old baby which I've forgotten th name. Ha-ha. Photoz are with Azura!

The picture above was something I made for H. I met him earlier on and some cool stuffz happened! *POKES! I basically made him this photo album cum(!) a sorry book.

We went to Pasir Ris Park (again) with Fariz taggin' along. And err, HAKEEM CRIED ON MY LAP! okay, im not sure if I'm kidding. And I went home smilling to myself and I'm not sure too, if my 2 weeks of hard work and running paid off?

AND FRIESNDTER! omggg, siiickk.
I've been getting alot of friend requests each time I signed in.
Oh and I hate minahs will super cool and funky drawn eyebrows !
Buwahahahahahahahah ! -.-
Chillax, k Holidayz and super lot of telly is sure nt my 'thang'.

lithium and boredom

2008-11-02T18:36:00.004+08:00

Hah,lithium! I've been saving my posts for H on drafts. `cos me mind and feelings keeps changing.
So I think I'll make it on low profile and not make anyone confused and puzzled. Would anyone even be? or even care? err..k.

**
Holidays been really sucky. ASK ME OUT, PEOPLE!
I can't reply any of my friends' texts which makes me pretty lonely at home.
So if anyone who wna text me, call me. lol.
My mood for shopping and craze, Vanished! Idk, my holiday mood is just goooone(!)
Especially when there ain't H.(urgh!) But! he did told me something tht made me real happy, but some things on me just got me lost confidence(alittle!). okok, Stop!
Eh, I love the colour orange, the number seven, and I think I prefer chili sauce than tomato ones. And now, brother told me to check out this online scary game on hotels or somthng. Ah yes, finally.
O_O

[Edited]
omgggggg, thank god I gotta stay alive and check out in that whazhoo hotel(lol)!
I thought that game would be a fucken scary one. It's not. Just, er, shocking.
And, it'z kewl.
[/Edited]

bewitched!

2008-10-31T11:24:00.009+08:00

Urh, I found this editing suck. O_O Creds to Farwr. HAH!

Yesterday was pretty fun. Beside the fact that Mai didn't tag along! >:B

Went to haji lane since Mai said this shop sells good cheap stuffs(!), NOT.

THEN! we visit some halloween costume shop. Ohmygay, it's so cooolew. ah!

I dressed up as some evil person and farah was a Princess.(*pokes!)

And THAT already killed alot of our time. Woo~

then, we went around boring bugis street. Blargh. -.-

haha. Was fun though!

I got what I need already! :P

And is Halloween today?
Boo.
K bored

guys. hehe

2008-10-30T12:15:00.004+08:00

Lawl, guess wth's tht? ^.^
I 'm really bored and I'm browsing thru pictures of cute guys. And they're famous. ha-ha. (*drewls)

okokokokokokok! I am so going craaaaaazeh! Hakeem kept changing his mind and I do too. OMGOMGOMG, i just hope everything will just get settle soon and quick! And my brother is taking everything I got. My jelly bands, he even took it. My blue-distorted-faced-bear keychain, he took tht too ! I think i'm just cooler than my brother.
But he got waaaay lotsa money than I have. AND! he still can have whatever he wants. YET! he recycle my stuffs. lol. AND! he's bloody eighteen. -.- sucker.

Oh yes ! I was going thru friendster.
And I'm hating girls who post their pictures tht shows some parts of the boobs popping out. And they'll just scribble over or 'Mosaic' to cover up and put their tittle as 'CENSORED PICTURE'. Thats so sickkkkk.

I'm just bored. a random post yah?
And I have lotsa ppl who love me blog. nyeahahaha.
Lovely creatures.
And tag me more, people! Tag moreeee !
okay, slap me.

Coweye

2008-10-26T16:12:00.003+08:00

Owman, My fisheye ain't fascinating much. Why, heck, I still have a fisheye ! :P
Haha, what brag. OMG, ZAAAAAAC ! *faints.

I'm still unhappy and I'm still not over the breakup. And I do not wish to blog abt how I feel abt it right now.

Now, what makes me real happy is shopping (!!) :D

Another shopping trip with Mai and Farah this Thursday at some Victoria St(?) or somthng, But I'm sure it ain't malls. And I gotta knw they sell pretty cheap stuffs there. Whee :D

Anyhooz, I need someone friendly to tag me to Ikea some time next week since I wna accesorize my rooom! And momsie lets me paint my room, and I mean with pictures and designs on it. Whoa. And now, my brother is ckecking his laptop thru the teevee, and his internet seems so high tech and fvcken cool!

And, Izhar showed me his Changkat Changi Secondary School year book(!) And their classphotos are printed in BLUE. and they look like some crazy aliens. haha!

Hakeem, go shopping with me(again) !

`cos this time, I'm all sorted out. Whazhoo ! :E

Ew, this post seems ugly with random stuffs just squeezing into one another.

Haha, I'm no good. k Great.

now, run along!

paint to black

2008-10-25T15:04:00.004+08:00

Oh nooooo, it's killing my brain cellz!

I'm fvcken bored. I don't feel like going out today. `cos I'm still tired due to yesterday. (*sigh)

I'm thinkin' of selling some of my junkies away thru internet. That'll make me some duckies.$.$

Yay, I've started on a new novel and it's pretty exciting. Yes, a love teenage novel. ^.^ I did my list of cravings already, so go check it ouch! haha, OUCH. Tht'll help me abit and not letting me have brainaches whenever I'm shopping. (*snores)

Okay, I am suppose to go school today for some camp briefing/meeting. AND ! I do not remember a thing !

~~Oh yah, I think my heart is fixing itself slowly. I don't know why, but I've quit crying. Maybe `cos I'm pretty fine with Hakeem now? Lol, I don't knw.~~

And guess what I've done with tht Holloween pumpkin?!

I put my Raya collection in it. HA-HA.

Trick-a-treat!(?)

Buwahahaha. Okay, i think I wna dress up as HAKEEM, haha. and i'll paint myself all black.

okay, i'm eviiiil.

ZAAAAAC ! <3

2008-10-24T22:10:00.006+08:00

ZOMG, Zac was totalleh HOT in the movie, High School Musical 3 !

Wait, he's getting hotter. I only realized that on HSM2. lol.

And the person beside me(*pokes!), kept pinching me for getting crazy and melting over Troy every second. I mean, I can't help it, he's so hot, charming, sweet and everything ! haha. Still, I can't figure out why some dislike him. *BOO! And I got the Teenvogue for this month and Zac is on the page ! :DDDDDDD

HSM3 is way better than the other two, i tell ya. It sure has more cool dances, drama, and yes! romance. Oh! and I got this Halloween pumpkin slash popcorn holder fpr 10 bux? And I LOVE IT.

Okeh, blargh.

Didn't do any shopping though. But maybe window shopping? Wasn't in the mood .

I still got a whole 2 months plus ahead? I don't feel like working, i'm only 14. I should enjoi!
:D

Oh yes! I've found those heartshaped sunnies over some blogshop! Thanks to Syaffy.

We're gonna meet someday, with Raudhah? SO RAUDHAH, READ THIS.

And Syaffy, was your blog refering to me? Lol, I dont knw why, I just have this real bad habbit to 'HAHA' in msnz.

Woo.

Eh, I'm boredzzzz..

you're so wrong.

2008-10-23T12:39:00.005+08:00

Ermnn, this a totally edited post ^^

The classmates were really touchy and I am sure dang gna miss `em. Especially th teacher, really. I think she rocks. Ha-ha. And so we ended up taking tons of pictures andI went off by giving hugs to the most favourite teacher. Aww, ain't i sweet. ^^

And the '205' right above was drawn by me. HAHA.
And I got first in class for Art eyyy!
HSM3 tomorrow ! plus alot of shopping !
:DDDD

Wrapped up in towels.

2008-10-22T16:40:00.008+08:00

BAM !

There ya go! The last fieldtrip ever with classmates for `08(insert sad smiley).

& I do not wear braces! hah.

Tomorrow's th last day of school. OHMYGAWWD, how fugging fast was that!?

I still remember whats up with my birthday and what happened on the first day of school this year pretty well. :OOO. This seems scary, somehow.

Oh! and it'll be the last day i'll see my classmates with short pants. Nyeahaha. lol

Well, I'm gonna make my last day of school tomorrow tha bomb. I am so gonna miss my moronic classmates. Really!, they're morons! ha ha ! Ah, friendly morons.

I'm gonna submit my photographs for tha contest tomorrow. Whehu. :D

Today was much of a bonding day with eveyone, EXCEPT(!) for such peepo. awh.

I-AM-SO-GONNA-HAVE-ALOT-OF-FUN-TOMORROW. I can't wait ! o.O

And pleaseplease, let Friday's movie day happen, pretty please.

AND! notice one of the picture above. One of the backgrounds got me crackin.

Buwahahaha !

I feel so happy. How come? O_O

locked in

2008-10-21T21:16:00.004+08:00

Didn't snapped much for today's trip though. Pretty boring. And my heart wasn't with me th wholeday.

Had one Math and NE amazing race thingy at the singapore river. Wait, maybe I did snapped alot `cos I wasn't helping my team mates on the questions, instead I kept snappin' away.

But it all turned out sucky. :B

After school, went to Bugis and Arab st with Farah and Mai.

I was glad to have that 'enemy and sluts' talk with the girls during lunch at Raffles Hospital? lol.

My computer is slowwww! I had to wait for what I'm typing. O_O
Thanks Awep for everything alright. Haha, our Guardian Angel. lolololol.
I just thought of privating this blog since I dont want the whole world to know abt me.
But nah, i'm pretty fine now. :D
And I scratched my fav and cool pictures from tha previous post. Since what Farah and Mai said earlier on pretty worry me? :E

There's a sculpture walk or somethang tomorrow. SO-NOT looking forward to it.
Oh I went to alot of cool old vintage shops today. And I want an old camera bag? lol.
IDK.

Earth

2008-10-20T17:40:00.031+08:00

A tree top walk fieldtrip. It was plainly nature and bugs and sweat.

I was drenched due to the rain earlier on. AND ! I was too lazy for a shower.

The photographs for the contest are those pretty ones above.

BUT! No edits, i think. I only did some contrasts here and there.

Oh and my eyes were bulging in the morn due to yesterday's late night breakdowns.

Urgh.

***

"GUESS WHAT?"
"WHAT?!"

I told momsie I broke up with Hakeem `cos she saw me cryin' in my sheets. O_O

Just look above. See how all those words got my faith high.
I still can't get over Hakeem, you see. It's been 3 days. We havent got far apart this long.
Dang, I crossed out that convo I had with Awep a few mins ago(!). That convo had everything about how I feel and all. I'm having breakdowns everynow and then. I really can't live this way anymore. And everytime I look into his face, I really miss his warm hugs and love .
So Katek, I'm sorry everything had to end this way. No more 36 bucks, is it? D:

I really had high hopes for this relationship `cos my heart said we'll last real long. And I even had a bet with katek that if we were to last for about 36 months, I'll get 36 bucks.
You wrote in our love letters and told me that you won't ever leave me no matter what.
Now you tell me, what have the challenges done to us ? I just figured why.
Without them, I won't know you would give up on me just so easily just because of FRIENDS.
I got more friends when I was with you then. Without you, I wouldnt know all my friends now. Everything now is totally different without you. You told me all you want right now was for me to be happy. But none of this leads me happiness. It's just destroying me bit by bit. Why can't you just think deeper and think about whats in me? You were so special. Never had I came accross any guys tht is just close to perfect as you do. You were just so right for me and all my hopes and dreams of you just slipped. Just when everyone told us we were perfect, and saying how jealous they were of us, everything just gotta end now. After one whole year. D`:

The only thing that I miss, is having you around in my life. :(

I only thought all this only happens in Teevees and Dramas, but no.

lights!

2008-10-16T17:13:00.004+08:00

Today is ugly.

Yes, I played with camera and lights. :B but then, the 'E' was screwed. If you look closely, You can see that I used my hp. lol?

School's gna end real soon. How fast!
And there'll be excursions for the whole week, next week (!)
My teacher was telling more about that and this photography contest when I suddenly heard this gay voice screaming 'AMIRAAAH!' from behind. It was Raimy-.-
And we'll be beatin' each other up for that contest. Rarr.

I have deleted yesterday's post cos it seemed boring and useless.
There's no school tomorrow, it's Moderation day. Good thing I've passed for the 2nd combination marks. I still fail History and Literature. So, BOO !
Katek planned to go iceskating but I don't know whats the plan now.
AAAND, I wna go outta town again !!!

I-Am-So-Bored.
Oh! My brother's lads are commin' over later at night for Raya.
Ohmigawd! OOH!, and another raya outing commin' up this Saturday !
:B

Look at the number of people loading up to my page since June ! It's reaching up to 10008! :O

Evil dustbin

2008-10-14T14:16:00.006+08:00

Well hey jigglypuffs(!)
I am pretty annoyed with some issues shittin' around now.
Someone's blogging abt me and calling me a bitch when she doesn't know th real fact. Do-You-Know-I-Am-Over-It? -.- And hey, did I did or said anything tht may have offended you? NO. And why, I wasn't even being rude with your friend. -.- Get your bizwacks right.

RESULTS were terrible for today. I failed science and malay, for goodness sake ! Urgh. I think I could pass with the overall and all since I scored A1(!) for science last time. lol? Malay is a i-do-not-care subject(?). :D

I figured out that I have a faggot-y boyfriend. Yes, I have a waggot!
Basically he just ditch me whenever he feels like it. Therefore, I went home alone. Eventually, he would call me and told me to meet him downstairs! Thaaaat is soooo fucking it. I am so fed up ! And if he were to get into my blogger's account and change/delete this freakin' post. I'll hate him. I gave you all the freedom I could. Get a taste of your own medicine. I don't care if I'm a bad gf. Now, What the heck?

I'm going out raya this Saturday and maybe Sunday with `ol mates ay! Well, MAYBE.
Urh, I can't possibly shop well with my grades' this terrible!?
Oh yes, I have banned this 'passerby' from taggin' me. Now let's see who stops tagging me.
Ba-wahahaha !

Masked

2008-10-13T16:53:00.004+08:00

HA-HA. A meeting of men with masks. And well, I'm gigling away in the potrait and teevee `cos they look terribly funny.lol
**
I got help from somewhere for these pictures. And they're pretty cool.
Anyways, school today was filled with suspense and well yeah, more suspenses.

1. I frigging got 68 for Art (!!) I'm like the second in class, again !Well, yes, Raimy beated mine. GR.

2. My maths and english results were rather dissapointing though. I passed `em all but they're just swimming around the boarderlines. Urgh.

3. My Malay teacher friggin' lost my Malay paper 2 (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) What The Hell ?

Funny though. How the heck could that fucken' happened?! No kidding man! URGHHHH!
And I warned her to go search anywhere she tought she might have left it, which is her house.
So anyhoo, planned to watch House Bunny with Macky after school as he said he wanted to! Well, in th end we didn't and I guessed tht right. `Cos my boyfriend would never stick to whatever he said. >:B
Well, I'm already fine with that. We gna watch High School Musical 3 soon too with the others.
And maybe Iceskating too this Friday?, I ain't sure. I do not have off-days for school unlike the other schools. BOO !

So instead, he treated me LJS (ahh, Finally!).
Then, to the library and hung around somewhere. *sad faces.
School's gna end so soon too.
Ya think I should got for Art class? Which gna be a Killer? :O

PS: I need some high waisted skirts ! :B

zoo friends' hari raya

2008-10-11T14:16:00.026+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS THE BAM !

There'll be loads of pictures ! Mostly are ugly and candid. What is fun without ugly faces right?

Have fun !

DONT MIND THE DATE! BLAME IRAH ! :B

I wanted to bring my cam along. but bf's just lazy to carry it. Instead, he's not lazy for Irah's. GR.

We're home by 1AM last night. whoa. I was kicked off. and went straight to my sheets.

I tell you, it was the bestest friends outing so far in sec two. Eventhou we couldn't visit my house and some others cos we're lack of time, but what tha heck. There's gazzillion of stuffs I wna say but I dont know where to start ! HA-HA. sorry for those ugly, sweaty, messy, smelly faces. It was Amirul's 14th birthday PLUS! me and baby's 13 monthsary. We celebrated at Ahmad's house with a homemade birthday cake done by some of us. It was pretty ! And we ended our day or night, with the sparkles under some void deck at hougang, yes Hougang(!) OH, AND AMIRUL'S BROTHER, ARIFFIN! awwh, the girls just terribly fell in love. haha.

And now, I'm having an openhouse. okay, I'm lazy. AND! last but certainly ain't least, (for yesterday's)

HAPPY 13th MONTH BABY!

Havent we just fought two days ago? GEE!

But thank God everything's fine now. I love you.

And all I really want is you to be by my side, especially now. D:

Thanks to those who cared and msged if I'm alright!

AND

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY AMIRUL!

OWH, you've just turned fourteen now?! HAHA ^^

Spend your 14 year-old year well.

And don't be sombong !

Study hard ! :B

[edit]

Currently there's MD. HAZIQ HANDSOME in tha house !

He hate girls, but not me ! haha^^

And whenever someone told him to 'FRENCHKISS' he'll blowkiss and say 'MUAAAAH' .

And when someone told him to 'HANDSOME,MAINMAIN MATE'(lol), he'll go blinking and winking his eyes !

OMFG, He's FUCKING CUTE !
[/edit]

PS: I'm looking forward for more Hari Raya outings with old mates and girlfriends with Bf(!!)

Notes

2008-10-09T21:37:00.008+08:00

[Click to enlarge]

Thank God everything's back to normal now.

Anyway, my day started off real nasty.
But it's fine now, with bby's hugs. *awhhh. :D

NOTE TO SELF:
● Keep your slappin' and those screamin' low, girl.
● DO-NOT go out with BF + friends that doesn't care.
● DO-NOT disturb BF when he's with his other GFs.( yes, hakeem has lots of girlfriends which are guys )
● Whenever BF does something tht hurts, just stfu. :D
● DO-NOT ask BF for a date, instead, wait for him to.
● OKE, maybe slap BF once in a while.
● DO-NOT pull his pants off.
● DO-NOT tell BF when you asked a guy for help.
● ALWAYS KEEP HANDPHONE WITH YA :B

NOTE TO BF:
● Stop making me laugh and cry always. O_O

Ugly butt-y

2008-10-08T17:16:00.003+08:00

Sorry for blogging way too much. I really cant help it. TEHEE :B Those who havent been checkin' out my blog those past weeks, there's always the achieves. Thank you. (*teeth smile)

Teenvogue's the dope. For you know, I dont pretty much love Singapore's mags. Hate is a very heavy word.
Malay paper earlier on was one party. hahaha. It was rather easy. AND! boring.
Ended school fucken early. But then some ugly stuffs just poofed in. You know, sheep happens.
And basically, exams are (almost) OVER. I'm just left with art. Tha Favourite ^^
Anyhoo, I was thinking of NOT going to art next year. I met art students and they drew the sketches seemed to be very very hard for me. `cos I can't draw humans! Dang.

I don't know what to do tomorrow. Maybe art at the beach? I need to finish up my layouts and that colour scheme. GEE, thank god i changed my theme to Culture `cos everyone tht I know seems to pick Flying. :P How un-uniquely and boring will tht be. O_O

This is so not what I had pictured my holiday-mood to end like.

OH! & my Myspace is back on! Thanks to amirul for asking me help about `em.

Boomoo

2008-10-07T16:00:00.004+08:00

I-DO-NOT-WANT-TO-THINK-ABOUT-EXAMS-ANY-LONGER.
Eventough my exams are drawing nearer to the end, I am still not in my holiday mood yet.
I-AM-REALLY-SAD. Boo, yes.Exams are killing me emotionally. This sucks. I hate hate all this. Urh.

**
BUT! I love my friends! Awh. He-He. (I'm still sad)
OMG, I am so in love with Disney Channel and Nickelodeon! Zomg.
Me and bby have been hanging alot lately. Well yeah, we're goofin' around. Heh *pokes!
Comming to think about that, I want to marry this cute bitch! hahaha! :X

THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY!
I so wna catch a movie fucking soon! And ice skating !
Oh yes, some girlfriends out there owe me a shoping trip. Ba-ha-ha.

*sigh, this is pathetically boring. Anyway, I washed away my henna I did since tht hari raya and did a new one. Especially on my ankle and I must say, the old one looks more fugly. And well, some twits did the same too. Nyehaha. Can't blame ya, you cunt.

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Ahh, yes. It's been long I've been screaming for `em.I don't care what you guys gna think abt them especially th first one. Heck, they're cute!

And that's what my real boyfriend did at MSN. I know, it's CUTE. hahaha. :X

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pretty pictures plus me (:

2008-10-06T15:07:00.006+08:00

HA-HA.

Well, last night, I played with the lights and cameras and alot of turning with sister.

It turned out like those pictures above. How cool ! But tht AMY didn't turned out tht well actually. It's still cool ! Oh, and the other two were just random hari raya snaps. I was trying some new editings. And tht second picture turned out pretty cool. hah. I thought of having teardrops and those emo stuffs,you knw, but nahh.

HISTORY TEST WAS A FUCKING KILLER !

I hate history! omg, I screwed it all! Fuckfuck, I am so not gna take tht next year(!!!!!!!!)

To make it up, I'm gna do well for science and maths paper2 tomorrow. Thank god the only bloody killer test was History, so far. And by Friday's tha end!(well actually wednesday? Cos home ec and art wouldnt be much of a stress:D)

Anyway, I'm fucking mad with this biiiiiitch, man!

Stop following what I'm doing ! Get to hell !

I gotta start the mug, plates, forks, cups, spoons now.

You know, study. Hah -.-

frames

2008-10-05T13:47:00.006+08:00

Upside down pictures = 'eww! my face!'

Yesterday was one long day. So much for the haunting. I got more than half a hundred.

Yay. Omg, I'm gna die for tomorrow's history and maths ! :OO

I'm going out again later. Toodles.

Moo-Moo

2008-10-03T13:41:00.007+08:00

Literature test earlier on was one whazhoo!
It's pretty hard. and easy too. Still, I was able to do every single questions.
I hate hate literature ! One nightmare. Eeek!

Someone's visiting my house later at night and I don't know who th hell.
Anyway, yesterday's school was a total bustedddd ! Katek just put a sanitary pad with red marker all scribbled on it. And he put it on the teacher's table during Mr Vinay's lesson.
And the whole class actually was into it. I was giggling all th way. Nyahaha.
And when he actually found out. He was like paiseh and was clutching katek's wrists and I don't knw what else he did. :X
Speaking of sanitary pads, someone wrote AMIRA[HAHA] on someone's un-use pad and pasted it on their foreheads. Who the hell would that be? Hmn, *pokes!

I can't wait to have one Hari Raya outing with friends! Which is real soon! So fucken looking foward to it ! yeay! OH! and bby has fucking lots of money now! Yeay again!

Hari Raya

2008-10-01T21:37:00.008+08:00

Whoopseh, sorry tht I didn't took tht much of pictures on this festival event.
I'm already home by 9PM since dadsie have to go to work at night. GEE ! What a bummer, man! The others are going to tha house with most technology while me and family are heading home.

Last night, I had tons of wishes from beloved friends! I didnt even replied `em since I recieved loads of em and they meant exactly the same, er well, in different ways. Thank you, guys. Boy, I can't believe you guys spent alot on just msgs. And! I had my henna done. Turned out pretty awkward. whoah.

I had a wake-up call by the takbir. Had my baju kurung on. and dolled up.
It felt weird having breakfast at 9 AM. So anyway, I've gotta apologise to my parents and brothers. What the hell, I actually hugged my bro. ew! He.Is.Disgusting. K shut. Yadah, then we went to granny's house with taxi ! Well, we didnt have transport this time but guess what? It's better and fun ! Booking of tht 7-seated taxi cost 8 bucks ! Yes, just for the booking. Then yes, we had this apologise ang forgiving session for a while before leaving. Was sad though and too bad the malaysians weren't there .I just thought of getting friendly with em. It's really hard to get along with em since I only meet them once a year. So then, we headed to my other granny's place, my mom's momsie. We stayed there for quite a while. And I slept on the sofa. LOL. And my eyeliner got smardged(sp?!) okay blarh, we headed to granny's sissy's house. Well, basically we went to those houses that we went to on the first day of raye every year .

aaand we took taxi to her house too. And on the way, there's this malay guy in the car just gave the taxi driver a ..I.. and he went mad. It was hectic, funny, and stupid indeed. Got there and there were lotsa babies and fucking cute todlers ! OMG. I was going peanuts. I can't wait to get married! I can't wait to have babies ! Then, we went to my first uncle on my mother's side's crib. Like every year, we had their yummy spaghetti. And there's super delicious cakes and brownies. By then, my tongue started to itch again. What in the world ! Today was pretty boring cos I didn't have any cousins my age around. Boohoo. Tht explains why today's pictures' little. We're gna be raya-ing more during th weekends.

Oh well, I think tht's about it? We only went to 4 houses ! hahaha.
Still, i had fun though. And when i got home, my tummy got sick. D:
Oh ! And the pictures aboveand below, some I used my over-sized-but-not-huge camera, and some with my phone. See the difference?

Okay, Im lazy much. Oh shiat, tomorrow is back on exams.
Well, this seems a lil odd.

raya's eve

2008-09-30T20:01:00.005+08:00

Bby: Ah,umm,oi !dah raye nie.syg minta maaf eh.hehe.sry kalau sakitkan hati ye.nari minta maaf esok lusa saketkn hati lagi.hehe! maen2 aje.
Me: HAHA ! Abg, ayg mintak maaf jugak. :( (step da kawin sikit! HEH!)
Bby: Abg?! whoa. too early bby!i ngn u slame2 kn? whee !

It's raya eve ! OH MY GOD.
I went shopping at geylang earlier with momsie. And whoah(!) I bumped into lotsa people. Especially from friendster, schoolmates and teachers too. And yes, my only way to say HI was by POKING ! yay . Oh And I think I saw Intan's sisy and bro. Whooh, hot. HAHAH :X wtf.

Aww, thank you, you lovely creatures for the lovely wishes.
Azura, what have I done wrong to you actually? HA-HA. okay nvm.
omgayyy, I am so hyper ! I can't even control my fingers. I can't wait for tomorrow!
Well, I am partly sad somehow. For the past one month, I havent been doing well when I am suppose to. I've skipped a fast several times. And I feel terribly guilty. It's only 8:15 PM and they're doing the Takbir already under my block. This makes me so sad. What more tomorrow? I'll be starring outside my window and see people go by with thier baju kurungs to pray. Boohoo.

It's not funny. It's what I truly am feeling every time Raya comes.
I'm gna henna my hands later ! yayyyy-ah!
And I'm gna meet my malaysian cuzzies tomorrow too. Omg. I bet I'll be so fucken quiet.

To particular someone: Well, you read my blog and go read it good. I said AMATEUR, not immature. hahaha ! they both meant totally different.

To all muslims,
SE-LA-MAT-HA-RI-RA-YAH!
Have fun tomorrow aye. And gogo! Go haunt money !

Macaroni

2008-09-29T14:39:00.005+08:00

Literally, I was totally bored and I search funny pictures on the net. And I mean it, hilarious.
I searched MILK and there's men with breast and they look hideous. Eeek, gross.
I searched MUFFINS and there's this obsessed granny. hahah. k, get lost.
Speaking of which, my english papers earlier on was pretty easy I must say.
I was one of the author of The Stranger for the composition. Well, I wrote about me being raped. yes, raped and pregnant. Haha. Was kind of tough though.
And I fell in love with th way I did my letter writting. Since Hakeemack said I'm better in English in th cyberworld, I tried writting the way I type. And I sounded pretty friendly in th letter. :D
Paper two was err, i dont knw? it felt the same. Heh !
Tomorrow's malay paper 1, ONLY. OMGGGG ! YES !

Sorry about the new link though. Lovelike-rockets. Nyeahaha.
But i don't change my link always, do i ? It's like every 2 to 3 months?
Unlike amateurs who changes it every week. Haha. I find it troublesome for those kind of kido. But nyeh, it's their life. And they're living in a weird life. HAHAHA, wth.
But yes, i keep changing blogskins cos I tend to get bored and have nothing fun to do on th comp. :D
K scratch tht.

PS: my tongue feels fucken weird. Omgay no, i think my tastebuds are off!

dddd-ork

2008-09-28T16:31:00.009+08:00

Yay Sunday ! Just three more days, Oh!
And Blargh, I look like one dork right there. Bahaha.
It's English papers tomorrow! Some how I'm feeling rather excited! I know, creepy. And I'm gna go another round of shopping tomorrow after school since school ends early. Baby need to buy his sneakers and awwh, he needs me help. And maybe, I'm going to Geylang again this upcomming Tuesday, with baby and friends or maybe with family, for the last time. I can't wait for Wednesday! I can't wait to taste tht delicious lontong. haha. =_=. Oh well, people these days are having a rough time with friends. Well, I'm pretty sad too. My case with bby is already 50% fine. But I can't be too confident. I have my Baju Kurung already ready, make-ups, shoes, accesories, done done done ! Funny, my tongue's fucken itchy! I helped momsie with the cookies and cakes today. Whahhh, I totally can't wait (!!!). And does someone who hates me terribly have to blog what I have ? HA-HA.
P.S: Be happy alright you hippy earthtings(:

Don't think abt love, love

2008-09-27T17:59:00.003+08:00

And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

Tragically, I'm feeling all sad, mad, stressed, stucked with stuffs these days. That is, boyfriend. Guys are jerks and I bet tons of girls out there gna agree. D: Good things won't last long. Say, your hp's dunked in a pail of heartbreakers. :(

I love my life and it doesnt matter how suckeh things are rolling these days.

Dang, I can't wait to run away to New York .O_O

Anyway, I've been hearing Paramore now. It's been fucken ages.

And I saw this Demi Lovato picture on the net and it look like Hayley(!)

So yeh, I've worked on my maths. and I almost fell asleep during tuition time. hahha. And my eyes were going mad. This morning, I went to school with this fucken old backpack. haha. and I met bby with his sissy over at th library. YES ! finally some mags and this 'DONT THINK ABT LOVE' novel. Comming to think hard abt it, it seems like i'm on to Love stories, be it movies, stories or just novels. hahh. How weird ! Maybe it's some tip from God since my BGR's the suckiest? Maybe ?

I miss you, cupcake.

2008-09-26T18:05:00.003+08:00

*phew. My phone's alright. Rarr.
Good thing, I get to change to a new phne on my next birthday. Yips.
It was raining rabbits and turtles this morning. I wasn't that wet since I brought my umbrella and er, I think it's still with bby now? :O
And my shoes were totaaaaalleh soaked ! Damn. And when waiting for th bus at th bus stop, people were squeezing like rats there `cos of not wanting to get wet. Plus, it was fucken' cold due to the strong wind. oooooo .

Eventually, we got to school early eventhough we planned to come in late.
Today's th date due for my art piece. It was perfect-o(!) and it was a little smarged this morning. URGH. -.- and it's messy now. But classmates still say it's pretty ^^ .
We had to rub and clean our desks till it's spanky clean. Since mine was totally vandalised by yours truly, I scrubbed it with all my might. Still, it's doesnt work much. okay, scratch that.
Physical Education was fun!fun! I played basketball(shut up!) and I was the only girl. -.-
I was shouting, begging to let em gimme tht chance to score . TEEHEE.

Oh well, I've been updating too much. This is fun !
I've just studied maths earlier on. It's saturday tomorrow and it's NOT gonna be a fun day.
There's tuitions and remedials, I'm muggin alot tmrw.
Fack you Hakeem, my cupcake keychain gone to a waste ! GR

u bore :(

2008-09-25T18:22:00.003+08:00

ZOMG, I HATE MY MOTOROLA FVCK PHONE!

All my videos are gone ! Yes, Hakeem ! GONE !

And I can't upload nor recieve files tht doesnt suit it.

Motherfack youuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Black and white and black

2008-09-25T16:56:00.002+08:00

1. I did tht hairdo for Macky. Hahahahaa. whoh.

2. I didn't knw I took tht till I checked my hp. -.-

3. blahblahbaah

School was hectic ! I've been crackin' alot and I'm already stressed, yes. Each time th teacher teaches something tht doesnt meant a thang to me, I'll go URGH and scratches my head. I know, What-The-Hell. Teachers are going mad. Like Danial says, they're vampires tht suck the life out of us (!) Tht'll be Raudhah. hah. Oh boy, I'm going peanuts with maths. I'm abit lost in science too! URGH.

Bam,enough abt school, studies, and exams! Anyhoo, last night was fun !
And it's tht fun with siblings. Oh well, It's been long since th 5 of us really settle down and watch teevee together since everyone's always busy. I had Curry chicken for my pre-dawn breakfast. Yeeck! It's been chicken all day. And no, I love it ! My Dnt teacher is super annoying. I wasnt in th mood tht point of time and all he could do was annoy me more by doing some stupid demonstrations with his stupid annoying way. URGH. Teachers are totally driving me mad!

Okay, my raya mood is ON, yeaaah. Now, I cant wait for tht Wednesday!
I got my stuffs all ready ! But I dont know what the heck should I do with my hair !

I dont wna tie it, it'll look so, typical. I dont wna let it go, it'll be, boring. :OOO
Do you see my dilemma?

Dancing sheeps

2008-09-24T16:05:00.007+08:00

Today's totally fun.
And I got to see something people don't get to see everyday. How cool! :D
And, Bah, I returned tht oh-so-lovely 'twelve long months' novel . It makes me go AWH.
And, I gave Hakeemacky `ol brother's guitar, which is partly broken.
And, I'm flying cos people are praising more abt me pictures. Ha-Ha. xD
And, Exams are comming ! I'm only 55% ready.
And, I don't know what to do with my hair for raya . Boohoo. Any experts?
And, I love Romantic stories now.
And I can't wait for one picnic day! :B
And Nora's sending me funny and cute msgs ! Bahahaha!
And I hate this someone whose working hard to fit in. 0_0
And, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, I love myself so much.

Taa-Daa!

Crack tht

2008-09-22T16:34:00.002+08:00

I cant study for the last an hour ! I'm so, urh, mad.
School had me stressin'. Especially art(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I cant believe I've been re-do-ing alot for just one masterpiece. It totally have drove me peanuts! And right after school, I went home -.- cos bby wna study. And when I started to think for tht topic Sets on Maths, I couldn't think !

And now, I am a really really really mad plus sad muffin.
Now, I'm stucked here blogging and not studying.
I'm so bad. :(
Perhaps I'll be muggin' after dinner. That way, I'll be more freshed and awake and by then, my mind will be totally energized and I'll be unsad. Yay.
I guess I'll start blogging already and no more haitus-in' cos being near this computer just makes me relaxed after a worned out and stressing day, Which is a daily thang.

I have a new fan, tht's syaffy! hahahahahah ! okay, My brain hurts!
:OO

whatever major loser

2008-09-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

Yay Earth! I love the weekends! It just kept my mind off those books and school.
It's already Sunday and 9:40 pm, it's gonna be Boring Monday so soon.
Today was spent with tidyin' up my room. and now, it's so pretty ! with tht Jonas Brothers' poster on th walls. :D It looks more girly now. I like girly room, really ! It makes me feel so cossy.

The animation on my about me looks like one kelap-kelip. haha. Oh, how it fits th raya season.
BUT! I'm totally not in th mood for Hari Raya anymore since I hadnt done much shopping this year and yes, exams! the Ministry Of Education people should understand tht we, the muslims dont celebrate and haunt money on just one day of holiday. And exam's exactly th next day(!). How unfair.

Still, I've planned of what I'm wanting to do with tht lot of money.
-I totally want to go ice-skating with bby and friends one day!
-Catch a movie!
-More tops, skirts, dresses, shoes, etc! etc!
-And if i really have tht MUCH money, then prolly a keyboard(3/4 bby's share?) ((:
-buy flowers tht bite.
er, okay no.

There's yet more to come! I cant wait for 2009 to come! I've planned everything out.
And it's only the matter of my comming EOY's results. :(

twinnies winnie

2008-09-19T21:45:00.004+08:00

Whoa, I'm feeling so lethargic after one long (fun) day!

In th morning was nothing. Just one maths remedial in school. Oh well, I have studied much these days. So I thought of having my Saturdays free. So yes, me and bby went out and went shopping for our raya stuffs. He bought this jeans and I bought gladiators. How weird. It was totally tiring! I was so exhausted! but thank god I didnt break my fast that early.

Baby knows that I'll be totally chaotic and hyped and gna make him or us completely stressed(!). Still, he was by my side all the time and not giving up on the search for the shoes! I'm totally fussy and choosy, alright. I bet you guys gonna get dead shoppin' with me someday.

But my Bf just got half dead. I think he almost cried! No kiding !

With me being too fussy, we fought. We argued on at the end of th day. Which is dinner time.
Since it was running late, i thought we should just break our fast over at Food Culture, and there werent any seats left. And we ended up at MacDs. How pathetic! I was already too tired to move around. So we went home right then after buying some snacks. Today went totally well. Minus the mini arguement. I fell in love, again. And I hope this feeling would last, for real.

It's 20th September,
HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY TWINNIES!
(Siti Liyana & Caliph Md Yazid)

Yes! I have younger sibs and they're twins. How cool! I wish i have one twin too.
Tht'll be so great. Especially if it's a guy. He can just pretend being my bf someday. ok, thts sick.
So you guys just live long wokay. I dont know what the heck else should I say much abt these rascals.

school -.-

2008-09-19T09:04:00.003+08:00

I'm in school now. We're suppose to have P.E now. -.- Boo, what a bummer.
I've deleted th previous post. More likely, saved it as drafts.
I don't want people to know how hurt I am with my r'ship. D:
For now, i think bby havent spent much time for me. I bet when Ramadhan's over, everything'll be fine.
Anyhoo, I'm having one slight cold right now. My throat hurts badly. I need a drink.
School's been a drag. and oh shiat, I need to finish up my a-week-ago's homework till reccess, which is just th next period-.-
Or detention's will be waiting for me, this monday.

Tomorrow's the twinnies birthday.
And oh! It's not my birthday! It's just some friendster's stupid mistake. I've edited my birthdate like a week ago ?
Bby didnt reply my msgs I sent in class. What bitch.

mugmugmug! and maybe cups

2008-09-16T20:30:00.007+08:00

Alot had happened in just one day. And I'm not sure where to start. But I'm pretty sure I'm lazy enough. I'm starting to get more attentive and socialize in class lately and I love it. I've already got th grabs in maths right now. And science too. I'm quite stable with the topics in school, somehow. But I'm still dumb in Historyyy (!!). I hate the essays, I hate writting long. I love hearing/knowing/learning abt the war part, thats all. Other than that, my languages still suck.

I've lost total interest with my CCA. Andddddd, I'm chosen for this camp with th other uniform groups. err, I'm so not in th mood for late night sleeps, not showering after a whole sweaty day(!!), awful foods and boring days, especially during the holidays !
So after school, I didnt know what to do, where to go, so I went to bby's house. Kinda boring but the keyboards kept me going. Thanks to this fag, I've learnt a couple of songs on it. We've been playing th piano in school during reccess and after school, how cute!, i know.-.-

Sent his sister, Aida, to school, and we had one laughfest on th way. Lol, I didnt knw why I actually laughed but it was lame. Then, me and macky went to Eastpoint cos he need one haircut! Ohmygay, You guys should look and, please laugh at his hair tomorrow. It was my first time seeing him getting his hair got cut. Oh, How CUTEEE ! I started pinching his cheecks right after th second he stepped out of th saloon(?). Then we went finding the batteries for my calculator. O.O

It's only 9:05PM and my tummy's already full !
I've been getting HIGH-CLASS chocolates from baby these days! First it was a box of Merci chocolates that got me high and made me feel fat-y. Today's a box of Ferreros. yayy! I am so luckehhhh !

I am now lazy to continue further. :B
The EOYs are just a week time or so. I need to crack my brain even more, now.
I'm thinking and I hate it. I'm thinking of what subject should I actually choose for next year. Most prolly it'll be art, and some BIO? and iffff only I'd change school(cry ppl!), I'll go for POA. and GEOG!? Yikes ! I can't waaait till I get 15. Main thing now, I can't wait for Hari Raya!
I can't believe I'm sayin' it now, that this blog's gnna be
ON HIATUS.
I'll get back on blogging when I feel like it.
Or else, when I've got practically nothing fun to do(!)

So takecare earthlings and get crackin'!
PS: I'm loving God's creation, The Clouds ! Those puffy floaty white thang.

wowowowowow small bitch. O_O

2008-09-15T16:58:00.004+08:00

It's Five in th afternoon now. School's been a bore and I feel so tired and sleepy right now.
Homeworks are pilling up too. Whatta drag!
Oh boy, I'm not sure if I have already broke my fast, or not? (But I didnt ate at all !) :B
Guess what (!?!?!), I actually re-did my art painting just `cos I wasnt suppose to outline it(!!!!)
And after I painted 1/8 of th drawing, I crumpled and threw it away! cos It was totally ugly ! Zomggg, this is just one sake for being(slash-staying) good in art !

The sun's scorching hot outside, weird, i feel so cold.
Exams are seriously around the corner ! What th fish !
& I'm hungry.

I feel like making one bussiness with online shopping, but I need a partner for this.
gee !

zebras

2008-09-14T16:39:00.002+08:00

It's 4:46 PM on a Sunday right now.
Anyhoo, yesterday's date wasnt something I expected, no one would. Still, I had fun and nothing close to 'wasting my time', plus a couple of heartaches.
Nana and her bf, Ray, tagged us along. But by th time we met, me and bby started to have problems. Gee, sorry you guys, sorry I wasnt in tha mood and actually stayed longer together.
On they way back home from Geylang, everything was back to normal, weird much?
ahh yes, we went to Geylang. And Bugis was before that. Obviously, I was totally in my shopping mood, which is the chaotic one. I got bby crackin' and somehow, pretty sad.
My life's not boring, cos alot of stuffs happened in just one go. Plus, I'm soso sick with friendster.
If only I gotta know alot more people if Myspace, then I'd already left friendster.

Zip!Zap!Zup! Time flies really fast and by the time I know it, I'll be sittin' for EOYE and then Hari Raya.
I havent' been muggin' much, especially with Maths. I'm really restless in school nowadays. Especially when Ramadhan started.
I feel like changing my URL, yes again. And yay ! it's gonna be one stressing time for bby to help me out ! woo :B

mix it

2008-09-11T21:17:00.004+08:00

I feel so stressed. I need more oxygen now.
Alot of projects are going ard now. To be exact, there's two of em. I know it's only 2.
But i need to download tht powerpoint shit and did all in a rush . I feel like tearin' my hair off !
There's still Literature. Which my partner didnt gave me quidelines.
And i dont knw what the fuck is wrong with the printer now. And I have to wait till my brother gets back from his night prayers which I know gonna take forever !
And right now, I'm having a big conversation with my team mates at MSN and I dont know what the fuck are they talking about !
URGH, I feel so mixed up !

And my bills' up to 90 bucks ! whoa? But mom wasnt mad and screaming at me this time !?
How cool ?
Oh, i dont like people with I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY at their profiles.
When in fact they suck at it. lol
okay, random.

finally a year !

2008-09-10T21:12:00.005+08:00

It's the 10th of september today !
Good thing, everything happened today was perfect. I was totally happy today.
Yesterday, I had the photos done riiiiight after school. It took me a couple of bucks, just for 20 pictures ! what in th world ! Oh well, it's all worth it.
I put in muuuuch effort and focus doing the scrap book for bby last night right after I broke my fast. That is till bby called me at night when I totally lost focus and I did the last few pages like some shiat.
Like every 10th of th month, yes, I'll get midnight wishes and calls from bby. But this time, it was sure sweet. He told me tht he couldnt imagine he could actually last this long with a (real) girl. He told me how he really treasured this r'ship and would wanna go all th way through with me by my side. oh, and he told me to not have one arguement to me, he even begged? Err, something like tht. Eventhough he told me this like a gazzillion of times, with his voice tone and seriousness like that, it kinda made me sad. D:

(thats what I did for him, not him :B)

So this morning, like any other day, he'll fetch me from home to school.
All those effort I had last night, I couldnt wait for today to come ! I cant wait to see the smiles or maybe tears? on his face.
Weird yet sweet, bby was being all loveydovey, gentleman, suh-weet th whole day.
GUESS WHAT?! My scrap book of us for him was a total suprise, he didnt know anything at all ! and guess what!? guess what !? He did exactly that same thing for me ! A scrap book of us ! What a coincidence? Or is it just Fate? o.O
Still I kept quiet abt my suprise and suprised him in th canteen before school started.
Well, OBVIOUSLY what I did was way better since I got better grades than him in art! :D How ugly his handwritting can be, how your english grammar and spelling always go wrong, how uncreative and unattractive you did the designs?. still, It's th thought that counts, rrright?

that's his handwritting.

He had in all our old memories, tht one-month card I gave him 11 months ago, my heartaches notes, almost everything ! But what I had in my scrap book for him has more pretty photos, colours, and yes! more sweet stuffs! Today seems like my 2nd birthday, you see. But I got to share it with someone I really love. I've been gettin' alot of, ' ey amirah! Happy 1 year !' . Alot of my classmates have seen tht scrap book and they're sayin we're th sweetest! awh.

I didnt know people really know anything abt me. Anyway, after school, followed bby home and went to the lib to study. Then, we went to sunplaza park to play with th swings. It was greeaaat fun. Too bad it's Ramadhan, we couldnt hold hands. Soon after, I got dizzy and felt like vomitting due to that. I even thought of breaking my fast but bby told me not to. He gave me his support ( chey!) and I manage to survive till it's time to break th fast.

We didn't spend our 1st anniversary like any couples did. We'll make it up this commin' saturday. And maybe go shopping for raya too ! I cant wait !
oh! I had my class photo done earlier on. ZOMG, it's gonna suck, again !

So bby, all that I wanted to say, it's all in that scrap book . Like I say, you're th oxygen I breathe, I dont know how I'll live without you. D:

I know this post is suppose to be very long. But we didnt celebrated much. Just Love. ooo.
I still cant believe a year past that fast !

anyway, big thank you to ,
Amirul(siang2 da msg), Artiqah(skola pn nk msg! hah-.-), Namirah, Eka, Irah, Haziq, Anis, Adriana, Amirah, Syafiqa, Nisaa, Azura, Yanana, Mai, Aqilah, Ramadhan, Nawa and some classmates.
Sorry if I missed out your names ! Thank you lovely creatures.

*KHEEKHEE !

mr elephant

2008-09-09T15:25:00.003+08:00

I've came across alot of gossips for just one girl today. Gee, I feel really bad for you. You really need to change and stop judging people. From the way I see it, people are hating you, alot.
**
School was as pernormal today. It wasnt kilin' me.
Science was th best tho ! Pregnancy and all those violence.
It's really freaky and scary. I've heard how pregnant women feels and how's the experience.
I've seen it all with my own eyes ! in th vid. I'm scared to get married, make babies, have babies, now. I'm scared I'll give up halfway when I'm pregnant! I'm scared i cant cope with th pain.
EEEEK. it's so scary. D:

Thats a last year photo, for you know ! Still, it's kinda nice?

I read back my old blog and read and noticed all th old pictures and post (for some reason why^^).

I was one dork last time. ewww.

I can't wait tomorrow ! I spent my savings on the 'gift' ? I hope he'll like it ! :D

only to my eyes !

2008-09-08T17:52:00.003+08:00

My hot boyfriend(only to my eyes !) :B
I guessed it right ! School was a total bummer.
I just thought, I wanna be a wedding photographer when i grow up, and maybe when I'm married?
I knw I wont earn alot being a photographer, I'll prolly have a husband by then, right?
So he'll deal with th money. So perhaps, I'll do some work when I'm bored at home?
Okay, over with that. I'll find one photography course after I settle down with my life, for now.
So after school, went to bby's house to do some literature powerpoint.
Since I think my powerpoint software's been uninstalled?
I had great fun there, somehow.

Oh anyway ! Here's tha `ol vid I promised you guys last time. It's lame. So have fun ?

AND YESSSS, JUST TWO MORE DAYS YO.

Since I've got no money for now, I've been thinking to suprise bby with something.

Something tht wont put in much money and tht'll mean alot.

Like you say, It's th thought that counts. So yeh :D

2 more days, 12 months ! yay !

JONAS BROTHERS !

2008-09-07T21:49:00.004+08:00

I just watched Camp Rock over at Disney Channel (!!)

The Jonas Brothers are the BOM, or is it Connect 3? lol

Joe Jonas was so Hot and Sweet in th movie. I kept melting !

Nick Jonas' th cutest ! and Kevin plays the guitars good. :D

SCHOOL IS OFFICIALLY TOMORROW.

I so bet it's gonna be boring, with no food.

mistah lonely

2008-09-06T21:08:00.006+08:00

It's been a day plus without bby. I miss his moronic laughs, idiotic jokes, funny faces, gay-ish voice yet those lovable warm hugs and kisses. I love it(alot) when he piggybacks me when I'm dead tired, plus, when there's no one around. I want his calls, his I Love You's now. I'm not getting any late night calls, goodnight wishes. I don't feel cared and loved. I feel sorry that I ignored his phonecalls at night when I'm asleep. I feel sorry that I ignored his msgs and not replying `cos I'm scared my bills gonna get high. And now, I get nothing. My Handphone's dead and quiet.

***

Paggywaggy, I went to Geylang a few hours ago with family. Well, we didnt went through th whole bazaar since we're damn tired looking for lil bro's baju kurung. Okay, so maybe we're not having RED this year. I'm wearing something brownish-orange-y. Yes, It's a baju kurung. OO, I saw alot of mats and minahs. And a couple of young ones got pregnant. Freaks me out. Bumped into Kamaliah just now too, and we kept pokin' each other. HA ! I did some fan sign shits in th afternoon since I was dead bored. I'll give it to you lovelies when you're online, alright. Anyhoo, had a convo with Artiqah honeh a minute ago. It's scary plus SERIOUS how she told me abt th religion stuffs regerding th BGR. It brings out the guilt in me. GEE ! You cheer up okay honey. Dont get all saddy maddy over 'life sucks!' .

School's on this Monday, and my project's not been touched at all (I just remembered abt it when Humaira blogged abt it !)
I'm not ready for school, yet.

TGIF(!), not.

2008-09-05T21:02:00.004+08:00

I've been bored, lonely, useless, half alive since 4 hours and 40 mins ago.
Baby left for his madrasah camp, leaving me all alone.
I'll be very bored, lonely, useless, half alive for another 2 more days.
This is so like tragic ! :(

TGIF(!), not.
I'm not enjoying my Friday.
Earlier on, again, met bby for th last time before he runs off. We played the playground with my sister, yana. It was kinda fun. But this boredom I'm having now is taking over all the fun we had just now. Boohoo.
Ramadhan month practically seems to groove very slowly. I've been waking up very late these days. Gee, I dont think I could survive in school next week. It's night time. I'm eating some Choco Mini. -.-
I've been online, using this box for hours and all I exactly did was, updated my ms and fs by bit, browse through Fredflare, pictures, etc. I've been thinking abt scientific and logical stuffs too.
This is turning weird, or am i just plain bored?
So anyway, I didnt break my fast with any group of friends today. Yes, Neither! It's really sad cos momeh wouldnt let me to. Life is unfair. And I agree with Shaik's personal msg in MSN, 'Parents are just kids with money', somehow. Y'think?
Parents dont make your life easier, says Wanda(?) in Fairly Odd Parents.
Nah, it's fine. it's just something small. But I just hope my date with bby next week would be a success ! Our anniversary's in 5 days time !

OO, Hari Raya. I just can't stop imagining what I should do with all th duckies. $
Baby and I planned to share our money on a keyboard, which I want ! not him ! :D
Oh, and prolly I'll spent it on clothes and all tht shit.

Yayyyy ! Fairly Odd Parents ! :B

OH YES ! HE DID MY NAILS !

2008-09-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

Hey ho !
I'm feelin' kinda better today. Eversince I had one great foodfeast last night.^^
It's th September holidays, and it's nothing but meet ups with Hakeem.
It's been 4 days straight that I've met him since Monday ! :D
BUT THEN ! we argued night and day, eversince the day I stepped Singapore.
Our love is like a rollercoaster. A killer one.
So anyway, Met bby earlier today. Played arcade. -.-
and just went around th boring mall.
Since bby's having his madrasah camp for 3 days, I dont knw how to kill time by myself.
I bet, GARUNTEED, tht I'm gonna rot alot now. I'm gonna miss him :(

OH YES ! HE DID MY NAILS ! and it's polished and shiny right now. Hell yeah !
Weird much, he can shine my nails better than I do!:X

Anyhoo, I'm in dilema?
there's two parties tht planed to break our fast tomorrow, th ncd members tht went to Melaka and Humaira and friends.
HOWWW? boohoo :(

26 more days ! $.$

rawr

2008-09-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

I am totally bored right now.
Hakeemacky told me to do this survey anyway.
Oh ! And I'm havin' fever, AGAIN !
I've been getting sick so recently! D:

Gr, so here goes.

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
Disneyland !(?)

#2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
OH YES ! SHOPPING!

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
Might be? But still, Hakeemack dont bring enough cashies on our dates, still, I had lotsa fun !
Does tht explain anything?

#4 If you were given a chance to recieve something, what would it be ?
A time machine. I really need to turn back time, for now. :(

#5 Things you cant live without :
Live, love, laugh, oh ! and world peace .

#6 What are you afraid to lose ?
Family, Hakeem and myself.

#7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?.
I'd spent it on my dream house. I want it to be like 50 cent's crib alright !
( I watched tht Crib show at Mtv, and his house is like a 892375 star hotel, man!)

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
Help with Live Earth.

#9 List down a good points about the person who gave you this survey :
What? Hakeem?
1. he's totally cute(for me !)
2. he makes me totally happy.
3. he makes me totally sad sometimes too. :(
4. he has soft dark skin * EHM! :B
5. he has cute lips which cant stop kissin' :X !
6. he's not gentleman at all, i guess so.
7. I dont knw, he doesnt care abt me anymore.

Did I suppose to list down good shitz?

#10 What makes you happy ?
Money, hakeem, food, money.

#11 What type of person do you hate the most ?
People who hates me, people who has got no manners.
Unfriendly people with totally alot of fvcking confidence of `emself.

#12 If you have a super power what would it be ?
Fly up high ! high ! and awayyyyy ! :B

#13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
again? er, whats happiness without money? :D

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
momeh, family.

#15 If you have a boyfriend(girlfriend), would you die for him(her) ?
no. But i'll definitely go bonkers without him. :(

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
Hakeemack. HE-HE.

#17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
End this shit.

#18 Who are you close to ?
no one.

#19 Are you courageous enough to the person that you like him ?
I dont think so. I cant even stay strong with my feelings for him. :(

#20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
relive life.

7 things that scare you:
1. sometimes, creepy crawlies.
2. death.
3. cruel people.
4. Violence.
5. psycho freaks.
6. swimming :X
7. exams

7 things that you like/love the most :
1. myself :D
2. family.
3. Boyfriend.
4. friends.
5. money
6. more money
7. Happy things.

7 important things in my room :
1. Oxygen.
2. bed.
3. bubu's bears. :x
4. lights.
5. my happy things.
6. Handphone?
7. I dont knw? I need everything in my room ! :D

7 things i plan to do before i die :
1. be very successful with my acedemics.
2. get married.
3. be rich.
4. be very rich.
5. make babies.
6. have babies.
7. have a wonderful happy family :D

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex :
1. Hot guys .
2. Cute guys.
3. Sweet guys.
4. Guys with super cool hair-do and outfits :D
5. HOT HOT HOT !
6. tann skined.
7. a guy who wont get sick of me and will join me with my wackiest jokes.

7 things i always say :
1. hihihihihi !
2. YOOOO !
3. what the fuck?
4. HA HA HA !
5. whatever?
6. yayyy !
7. er.

~~7 people to do this questionnaire :~~
Anyone who is fvcking bored like I am now.

Melaka'08 NCDCC

2008-09-01T19:43:00.036+08:00

29/09/08

I woke up darn early, please ! As early as 4 A.M. Good thang I slept early tht night before. I packed good stuffs too. I rushed and met my uncle, cos he's sending me to th Home Team Academy, which gna take an hour plus if you took th MRT and bus there. Dang ! Headcounts, marchings, and all was done. The bus trip to Melaka was, i dont knw. I took a nap. I guess everyone did !Our bags and luggages were down under th bus. Yay, i didnt forgot bby okay. I brought his shoebag with me in th bus on the way there. And Raimy said I slept likka Rocka Bye Baby ?
At Melaka, there's alot of greenary and farms. Yikes?
So our first destination would be the, i-forgot-whats-it-called place. where all the Civil denfence people were there. They marched for us and presented alot of civil defence stuffs. We had our breakfast ( Nasi Lemak) and lunch (Which I didnt ate cos they served fishes.not LJS). One thing I'm fed up about and felt weird was, why in th world they kept givin us hot drinks, even orange juice.
After tht we had briefings and then off to check in to our hotels ! YAY, finally !
The hotel was under renovation. I mean it was just OKAY, no feelings of WOWs.
There was no bathtubs and swimming pools. GEE.

My roomates ! Aisyah and Anna .

After checking in and change to our casual clothes, We had our dinner at some nyonya restraunt ! Hell yea, we had fish & chips ! And finally we had cokes ! grr.

Evenings and nights would be our shoppings and leisure time. woo.

We went to Jonker walk ( i think thts it). It's like a pasarmalam, but this rocks more. There were loads of stuffs you can actually find. Of all th three days, i think this is th only market I shopped most. Yay !

Meet Farhanah !

Meet Aisyah! (fvck th date!)

Dont mind the dates. they're fvcking wrong, wrong, wrong !

After that was nighty time. But before nighty time, we prank called th other rooms ! hahaha ! it was hilarious okay. We partaye all night. But my room mates werent in th mood for a pillowfight.

30/09/08

Rise and shine ! We had our cool shower, not bath. and we're off to have our breakfast at the hotel. It was a buffet and I only ate cereal.-.- Oh boy, they sure have heavy breakfast there.

Then, we're off to our first destination for th day ! Tht'll be th MAA. I forgot what it stands for ! DARNNN ! On th way there was tha best YET in the bus. We sang and cheered and screamed. WOO ! At the MAA, it was plainly briefing, took a walk around there and gave out presents to the teachers there. We got a malaysia flag ! -.- Oh yah ! And we had another breakfast meal there too ! lol

Then, we went off to the Civil Defence place, again. To have our lunch.

Oh my, we did ate alot by lunch. I didnt ate luch cos I didnt have much appetite.

Random picture from lunch, -.-

We then went to this beach and they showed us how to save someone drowning, blabla.

We then got back to our hotels. By then I was totally knocked out . I was feeling totally dizzy after the long bus rides. I felt mostly like puking. but I did not.

After changing to our casual clothes for th evening, we went to historical places.

WHICH, i too dont knw their names. LOL

Firstly it was this ship, and theres a Museum in it.

then, we had our mini shopping at a market near there. I bought for me and sis a pouch? with a horsie on it ! and some snacks.

We went to the red church next. We climbed th hill? and there's an old pretty building up there.

it was so cool. Two men sang for us with their guitars singing Hotel California, it was totally superb ! So each of us gave em 1 RM, some even gave 5 ! what in th world !

We took tht th next day !

so awesome.

EEK.

Tht night, we shopped at Mahkota Parade mall.

Nah, an hour and a half wasnt enough ! I just bought one top and Donuts for the hotel.

Seriously, I didnt bought many stuffs cos the stuffs there aren't tht cheap ! it's cheaper here in Singapore !

We partaaayed !

Aisyah

Anna.

31/09/08

It was th very last day there.

We woke up early and had lontong for breakfast this time.

We then proceeded tp where the Malaysians' having th parade.It's their National's day !

Basically, we didnt watched the performances or the complete parade.

Instead, we went shopping at the red church there. We found our way there, ourselves.

Their parade were much more diff. Parade is as in PARADE.Like a long road and they'll march in.

Then, we went to this tall tower. I dont knw whats it called, again! -______________-

We could see the whole of Malaka from top there ! yay.

our last destination of all at melaka would be the Mosque.
it was totally pretty ! it's so beautiful. It's like a small palace. And it's actually on top of the sea ! The scenery and all were awesome ! The sea's even blue ! :O

We actually went to a temple after tht, but we, malays, didnt participate at all.
that's almost all about it tht I could remember ! :D

We had alot of fun ! And I did made alot of new friends, from gay ones, hiphop wanabes, sluts.

haha !

But when I got home, it seems like hakeemack's nt happy with it.

Till now, we've been argueing. I admit, I dont understand anything right now.

Gee, tht was long. I think I'll just end up this shit right here.

Take care earthlies!

back fack.

2008-08-31T22:33:00.004+08:00

HI PEOPLE ! :D
I'm baaaaackkkk (!!)
After 3 days of blasting fun and insufficient(sp?) amount of time to shop, it's finally Home ! :D
I'm sooooo lazy to blog now and upload th pictures. Maybe a summary for now?
I didnt bought anyone stuffs ! Sorry ! hehh.
I couldnt find any bubble gums anywhere in Melaka.
I only bought chewing gums, WHICH, we cant even bring over to Singapore-.-
Obviously, I sneaked.
First day was plainly visiting the Ncdcc version in Malaysia. Their marchings were superbbb, please. Had our breakfast and lunch over there. And dinner at some nyonya restaurant. We had fish and chipssssss okaaaay. Woo !:D oh ! And jonker walk, isit? BEST !

Second day was, i think visiting th campsite or something? PLAIN, much.
We went shopping at night at Mahkota Parade, rrright? Okay, i forgot their names.
Third day, today, was busy! Busy! Busy !
Packed our stuffs, ride on tht tower thingy, thier National's day parade. -.-
Pictures will be uploaded next time?
And a real complete post next time too, maybe?

For now, I'm really mad, plus, totally sad. We suck totally in love.
I think we're the worst most ever shitty couple you've ever seen.
I wanted to bace th niat with hakeemack since tmrw, we actually start to really puase ! aaah !
But no, we/I cant. cos we didnt even talked on th phone for even 2 minutes after i left Malaysia.
Saddy, Maddy.

So, Happy Fasting yo littlest creatures !
Tahan Nafsu korang tu !
Er, okay -.-

Byes.

2008-08-28T18:55:00.005+08:00

It's Thursday ! ^^
School was a blast today, finally.
Lessons were as usual, like always. But then, school seems to be shorter and shorter each day. Gee, scary movie 19208139.
During assembly, my class was suppose to take the bloody classphoto, and since Mrs Walcott didnt come, it was postponed ! yayyyy . My hair was a mess, anyway.
Instead, we or isit THEY(?) planned for th class party tomorrow for Mrs Walcott. It's been two years repeating on every teachers' day. But too bad(totally), I can't partaye tomorrow with th morons. :( I'm off to Malacca. Boo Hoo !
The whole class wrote mini msgs on th board. I wrote "AMIRAH- Happy teachers' day, yo!"
Ya think tht sounds idoitic?

After school, I did my DnT with friends while waiting for Hakeemack to end his remedial.
And I played th piano then, all alone. Bby's keyboard's spoilt. Dannggggg.
that'll mean, I cant have it in my room, like soon ! :(((
Oh yeah, Baby told me his teacher told him tht someone told her tht she/he's been reading mine and hakeemack's blogs. And She/he said we had our sex picture uploaded or something.
And th teacher said maybe we'll get another counselling .
What tha fuck ?! Get lost, fuck. This just dont make any sense.

Anyway, yesterday, my class had one trip to th Vivo GV for a sci-fi movie, for FREE.
We watched Sunshine on the big screen. I didnt understand what the movie was about actually. Like, i dont get what they're doing to save the sun from destroying. But soon after, I grabbed th storyline. ZOMG, it's really sad. My (another) dream of being an astronaut(sp!?!?!) perished ! In fact, i think im having one phobia already. From 6 to 8 astronaut, left only 1 alive at the very end of the show. It's really sad and tragic how each of em died-frozed dead in the cold universe, burnt away in the i-think-it's-a-sun, even SUICIDE, and all sorts . Shucks, it really touched me somehow. :(

Okay so, im off to malacca tomorrow morning. by 5:45 AM, i need to reach somewhere there.
Had my last hugs and kisses from baby just now. Borrowed his shoebag so I could actually hug it at night in th hotel ! Weeee, Cant wait ! And I promise you, i wont go flirting around :)
I'll be bringing my cam and I'm gna do lotsa photographyshitty yaw.
eh okay ! Mom told me I could join some photography courses since last year !? When is it !?

Goodness Shiat!

2008-08-26T22:41:00.004+08:00

Okay, so maybe Azura do have a point. Having fights and arguements with anyone will just keep you closer, somehow.
I'm trying my best to let Hakeemackysackyyacky YO knows I'm trying hard to understand and just Give `n Take. I think we should just change our sex (YOU KNOW!) since I'm th one who always has to spend for you, understand you deeper, while u just whine, and go all sensetive! o.O

It's Tuesday ! The best day of th week !
School seemed so fast.
AND GUESS WHAT !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I passed all my exams this time yo shitfaces!

English: 55/100.
( I can't improve on languages, so, blah)
Maths: 74/100.
(Wooooo ! I'm gettin my A's back !)
Science: 83/100.
(WHOOOOOOOOOOOH! Lets partaye people! I think i got this highest in class! :B)
Literature: 60/100.
(ZOMG! Can you believe tht !?! Finally a B!? I've been getting this F's my whole life!)
History: 52/100 -.-
DnT: 52/100 -.-!
Malay: 57/100. -____________________________-, i know.
Art: 68/100.
(second-most-artistic-kid in class okay ! yayy!)

And so after school, met mummeh at mrt. With daddeh.
Then off to the Home Team Academy for the Malaysia trip.
Wtv, we're going to Malacca for goodness sake (!)
And we're stayin' in a hotel ! WOOO !
Bad thang, I won't be attending and celebrating in school this Friday ! D:
I'll be leaving for Malaysia this friday at 5 AM (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Good thing is, there's alot of people I've already known! :D
And Hakeem, mostly girls okay. So dont worry.
I wont let things roll like what happened during th camp.
IMMA MAN. 8) I'll be gettin' 50 singapore bucks for shopping and stuffs in Malaysia all on me!HOW COOL ! I cant wait for th shopping time! YAYYYY.
Brother told me to get him tht stupid flat huge cap for him there.
Oh hell, No waaaaaaay ! 100 malaysia bucks man ! :DDDD
Miss me people!

P/s: eh raya this year merah ah ! Firemen ! ehhh`ohhh

'fleshy'

2008-08-25T21:17:00.005+08:00

That party, that party was the worst thing,
That has ever happened to me.
Black eye and bleeding, but i'm breathing by myself.

Those girls, those guys, they all want me,
They all want me dead.
I should've never, should've never, no,
Should've never said those things I said to her.

ANGER. A feeling someone, everyone's been mixing around with.
I hate it. I hate it when someone's gettin' mad on me. I just hate it.
It's like I'm all at fault when the least good thing I did was, try to understand.
People misunderstood. They'll yell and jump onto conclusions.
People don't think well when they're angry. It's ego taking over them.
And this goes for my only boyfriend, Abdul Hakeem.
I don't know why but he's been saying I like this someone just `cos I'm close to him, just `cos we take alot of pictures together. I know you've lost trust with me.
But it's not easy for me to understand you saying you're stressed about this r'ship over and over again.
It's like I'm a Nobody. Just nothing at all, just somone who destroys lives and does nothing good in life.
I don't know what much to say, I'm just so sad you see.
Still, I know you're th bestest(!!) cos you're gna let me borrow your keyboards till I get one, prolly after raya ! yayyy!

So today's school's a real bummeh.
After school, went to th gym and I had my monthly cramps back on yaw ! -.-
It sucks. So I didnt ran much.
Met bby and we went off to LJS with Humaira.
Then, we played arcade. Blabla. Nothing much to muffin about.
BOO!

Oh yah ! Now, I'm chosen for the Malaysia trip already. like what bullshit.
I've lost appetite for everything.
I bet there'll be a nasty arguement after this.
:(

So, Boo.

2008-08-24T18:41:00.004+08:00

I'm really mad.
I don't know why, but what I feel now hurts alot. D:

Today is totally boring.
I dont feel like going school tomorrow, forever.
I'm not loving anything in life anymore, I think.
So, Boo.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I'm lazy to move on and discover whats more.

blab

2008-08-23T11:34:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA ! I drew Hakeemack tht way cos his hair sorta turned out THAT way in his class tee.
So basically, school's been a mundane. Lets skip that part.
~~It's Saturday ! So yeah, most prolly be meetin' tht bitch(hakeem) later on, hahaha.~~
I am so evil. Muahahaha.
I've been thinking, tht picture/drawing right above is ugly. :B

The fasting month is like in a week time? I really have to practise myself not to eat alot in school and after(!!). After a month will be Hari Raya ! $.$
This year's been runnin' too fast, y'think?
I still remember clearly whats it's like on March 30th. And now? it's August 23rd!
Next year, I'll be 15. Whoooo. Gonna be 18 like just in 3 years ++++ !
This post is alot like random. Tadaa !

okay, blogger's bein' suchha shiat.
I couldn't upload tht vid I wanted to like since Thursday.
Eh fuck it fuck it fuck it. I waited like hours to upload kehhhh.
I give up !

& OH ! Forever The Sickest Kids are just th dope!
I still havent get over their songs. wooo !

EH FVCK!

2008-08-21T15:04:00.004+08:00

Whoa. Did I came home Very early from school today? It's just 3 pm!
School suck ! Guess what? I fvcking didnt get chosen for the NCDCC Malaysia trip ! Like motherfvck uh. I mean, it could only be 3 people per school. The three forms were given to ME,KATEK, & RAIMY, how in the world cn tht stupid chinoneh gets in? Paid 70bucks just to renew my passport for this piece of shit. Fvck. I'm gna hate my cca, very soon.

Yesterday was one hella fun .
Met bby at around 8 pm. And he took me cycling around with his bike.
It was so sweeeeeeeet. awh ! And I so wna do tht again !
I've got this one vid which we took ystdy, & it took me ages to upload, fvck.
Since im too lazy to wait, and i gotta meet bby soon.
Maybe next time yaw?

Wait, okay, NO. I can't seem to upload anything at all now after gazzilions of tries.
I'm fvcked up now.Shit i shouldnt have blogged. Urh, bye !

black & white keys yo.

2008-08-19T22:50:00.004+08:00

Oh hello .

Today's basically just totally fun.

I'm still sick, thou. but maybe, a little. But I'm coughing like I've been chocked or something. ee .

English today was boring! Maths too.
Oh well, I think th only best lesson today would be Malay !
Oh ! it's always been malay lessons. haaa. -_-

After school, Went to bby's house `cos he wanted to take his boots for soccer.
And while waiting outside, this one little cute cat was waiting outside Raudhah's doorhouse. So I Meowed & it crawled up to me. Wait, it followed me everywhere ! haha. awwh !
then bby dragged me to his house . And I was shy okay.
Instead, I just played his keyboard. *yawns
Then, when we wanted to woosh off, the cat was just outside bby's doorhouse.
Awwh, so cute. okay, shut.

I met bby after his soccer. I did my art.
it was Khai's birthday, So Happy 14th Birthdayyyyyyy !
And he got bashed & had flour and eggs all over ! YUCKS !
And the boys toilet was totally in a mess !
On the way home with baby was totally FUN !
One laughfest. haha. We kept rolling our eyes when one of us made one joke.
& then, we'll laugh our eyes out. lol. Get it? Laugh our eyes out? -_-

It's already 11:15 PM, this is already LATE for me for th weekdays.
Geeeeeeee, i hope i wont drool on tomorrow's LITERATURE TEST.
GAWDDAMMIT, I am sooo gonna fail(!!!!!)

WHAAAACHO! (like again!) -_-

2008-08-18T18:22:00.006+08:00

I am 37.8 degress Hot. & my nose keeps running everywhere.
I have no appetite for meals. Plus, the food mum cooked today, ain't my favourite.
I can't laugh cos sometimes my nose will just blow up . lol
I ate a whole bar of Clorets bby bought for me in the morning & it cooled my nose and throat for just 10 mins ! -______-
And all I've ate at home after school was the pill:O and nutella sandwhiched biscuits. Yum.
Getting sick sucks alot !

Still, I went to school. It was totally a bummer. Cos my nose was being annoying. SHUT UP NOSE !-_-
I ate the whole bowl of Mee Siam during reccess. Cos bby doesn't wna eat. Wooo !
And guess what? Me & humaira wanted to go to gym after school.
Then, I msged th girls to come along & GET FIT. lol
And no one replied back . A was actually already in th gym & she left her phone in th bag !
I was mad. `cos,

▪ I wasted my 5 cents.
▪ I'm sick ! why cant anyone make up my day !? -_-
▪ Dammit ! I've just wasted my 5 cents !

Throat tickles too ?

2008-08-17T17:20:00.005+08:00

Damn, I'm down with fever.

My throat is killing me, it's itchy, plus, it tickles.

Wow.

FVCK!

2008-08-16T20:53:00.006+08:00

It's Saturday !

Right after home-tuition, went to th airport with bby cos we both (really) wna study. But we ended up goofin' around and seemed so lost. Uhhuh, We didnt study anything at all, actually. Gee. Trained back to Tampines and bby treated me late lunch, like again, and it's Burger King this time. yayyy ! bby's gettin' alot of money. Wooo.

Haha, hey Syafiqah, yes you, now you don't need to misunderstand whom im referin'. haha!
Get Off. You ain't know anything i'm talking abt, you ain't knw me, so shut th fvck up jyeah .
Ya don't need to act all cool & BIG. Don't get too proud yourself. You don't need to tell your cousins, 'Ey This Amirah's Ditchin' Me!' . Fact is, I am just darn nice, yes nice. You were just misunderstood, thts your problemo . Dont go tellin me, I wrecked your relationship, alright. What I only did was making friends & you weeeeennnnttttttt Over (!)
And a simple ugly phrase from you,"blleah!!arent euu ashame to go arnd&say something like 'heyy,euu followed me,yo!!"(roll eyes-again!)". HAHAHHAHA ! this part had me laughing my pants off. Oh well, for your info, it seems like you, yourself's that way. What? Tellin' your friend a list of words you're using & not letting her use it ? Like, What In The World ?!
Get over it cos I had, like weeks ago ? -_- And I havent touched your blog since then .
Now, In your face(!)

Go defend her, whoever.
Cos for I knw, she's too much, ya think?

shut up twit.

2008-08-15T18:54:00.007+08:00

A SUCCESS ! :D

yaaaaay ! Thanks to bby okaaaaay. I love you more than I love artiqah & anything else !

But hey, I blanje u alot more okaaay. You should thank me lots more wokaaaay ! :D:D

So basically, I was so sleepy, please ! Especially History lessons .

I was half assleep(lol) ? & the broken curcuit beside me was gettin on my way when I was stretching. & I kindda gave a yelled ? It hurts okay !

Then, the whole class stared at me. LOL ! Sorry.

Okay ,thts lame.

Oh well, met bby at KFC after his friday prayers like th usuals.

Then off to LJS, MY FAAAAAVOURITE (!!!) . wooo !

& we crapped alot ! I love it. I had lots of fun, yay !^^

HAHAHAH ! Now what !? another misunderstanding?
Or just one big entertainment?
I've deleted th tag cos it'll just embarrased you, much.
What? By the time I'll buy th buddy glasses , it'll arlready be too outdated?
What more? you sticked out your tounge? So you mean today's already outdated?
You're fighting & ditching just abt buddy glasses? And worse, I wasnt even refering to you.
First it was abt nadiah, now this!? hahahahahah ! Get your facts right first before accusing, or just plain bitching, succa. -_-
Seems like you've been reading my blog recently huh ?
Wow, another fan.

LOVE FLIES!

2008-08-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

arrtiqahh says:
fyi,the first blog i will visit is yours
arrtiqahh says:
hehe
amirah . says:
really?
amirah . says:
HAHAAH !
amirah . says:
WHOOAAA.
amirah . says:
whywhywhy?
arrtiqahh says:
yeah
arrtiqahh says:
because your post are always interesting for me to read
arrtiqahh says:
sometimes it really cheer me up
arrtiqahh says:
thanks dear
arrtiqahh says:
:]
amirah . says:
awwwh, really?
amirah . says:
hahaha. im just natural :)
arrtiqahh says:
yeah
arrtiqahh says:
i know
arrtiqahh says:
that is why i like to read it
amirah . says:
okay, since you're my top #1 fan ! (KHEEKHEE !) then i'll fucking blog this convo ! yayyy to artiqah !

Yay Artiqah bby ! I love herrrr ! :D & somehow miss chatting with her too (!!)

And Whee(!) I didnt went to school today ! & tht'll mean I skipped th science test ! SHIAT!

Met bby after his soccer match. Panther lost again. Okay, heckkkkkkkkkkkkk(!!)

Met in th lib & found/borrowed one looooove story please. AWH !

Then off to Tmall Mac's & just loiter ard. & i think I saw Miss Siti with boyfriend. OOOO!

AND PLEASE ! I wna get tht buddy glasses fassssssst ! BBY ! buy me one , TOMORROW !

There's school tomorrow. Dang !

PS: eh get your wishlist right, shit-plastic-face.

I love hakeem, forever cn ?

2008-08-13T22:00:00.010+08:00

School's been a drag these days !

Went to the NEWater place for NCDCC after school.

Which was okay, actually.

When waiting for th school bus to take us back, we camslutd alot !

And the pictures were very pretty . Whoosh.

After school was the most shattered moment :((((
I AM JUST SO SAAAAAD NOW !
Don't bother me. No one's gna care.
Thanks.

eh slut !

2008-08-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

Thats Hakeem & my cam. GR.
It's Tuesday. School was normal.
My morning set off really nasty . I went to school late, not because I really was late `cos I wanted to.
I met bby in th morning but then we didnt went to school together cos we quarelled(again).
Boo Hoo :(

Guess how I did for th english test !? TOTALLY JUST PASSED !-_- 15/30 *phew!
And I got 18/25 for Maths okay ! bby got 10 ! haaah . wooooo !
Science was 29/40 ! Like top 4 in class? ^^
After school, again, watched bby played soccer for the inter-house. Panther lost over Leapord.
Like, BOOOOO ! I mean like whattafvck ! there's lots of shit they could actually GOAL !
HMPH !

Basically, I think everything's fine now with baby. I just hope later on, at night, before going to bed, during the Goodnight calls. :((((
Cos from what I see, we've been quarelling everysingle NIGHT.
I dont want to lose you, cos if not I dont knw who's gna make me maggi noodle when im hungry
:(

heartache

2008-08-11T11:31:00.003+08:00

When you actually Love someone,
Shouldn't you love her/him with all your heart no matter what?
Shouldn't you not let her/him down ?
Shouldn't you change yourself just to make him/her happy ?

I thought having a bf would be simple.
I thought he'll love me, comfort me, care for me, trust me, hold me like no one in th world does.
I thought he'll change himself and make me happy.
But no.

No one, nothing really understand.

NDP `08

2008-08-10T19:51:00.024+08:00

Hi people !
I didnt have time to blog yesterday since I was busy havin' fun ! :DD
So yesterday, Met Hakeemack, Adriana, Her bf Ray & his brother Syakhir ? at Simei Mrt station. I was late since I was busy chatting with Humaiyaw & I didnt notice the time!

Trained to City Hall & had lunch over at Burger King. We didnt have time to hang ard,so me & Nana went into the NDP fast enough. There were lotsa people ! I bumbed into Syaffy at Marina Sq. yay. After we got our funpacks, we were struggling to get to the green zone? And when we got our seats, we straight away checked out the funpacks ! ha ha ! We were so semangat oh please! We had our tatoos on our cheecks. Nana even wore the cap throughout the whole parade ! haha !

Overall, the parade was okay la. Especially the aeroplanes & fireworks were tha Bomb !
The performances aint that fancy & err, fun ? er, so yeah.
We met our bfs straight away after th parade ! Cos we missed `em so much ! :D
Homed by 11:30 PM? woa. I had one Saturday Fun !
Here goes the pictures marathon ! haha. It took an hour plus for me to upload em alright !
GR.

Well, my face wasn't in the mood for pretty pictures !
But the scenery there was ! it's so pretty !

See what I mean?

YIKES !

*gasps for air (!!!)

there you went ! But theres hundred of pictures I took. I cant possibly upload em all.

& I love my camera ! :D
haha.

Whoa ! I see one hatetagger.
Dangggg, come on duude. Put your name if you're so good in English.
You gotta be proud of your own damn self, shit.

I had my Passport photo done early this evening .
I have a fat face, when i smile? Blargh !

And Baby,

HAPPY 11 MONTHS !
Oh my Oh my ! 11 months past fvcking fast !
1 more month & it'll be our anniversary. & I cant wait !
Bby, I knw we'll last long. I knw we're gonna married in 10 years time.
And I just hope my thoughts & believes will happen in our journey to come.
This month was been goddamn hard & rough.
You're stressed & even went crazy `cos of me.
I'm sorry & I'll change myself, just for you.
(plus, family too :D )
I love you, like alot, like always, like TOTALLY. (ha-ha!)

2008-08-08T18:22:00.003+08:00

Peace yo Singapore ! ^^
Yay it's National's day eve ! & I had one fun long day today. Well it seems long, but it's only 6:50 PM right now. Wheehu.

I woke up around 5:45 AM. Shite that. Wearing th NCD uniform and dressing up my hair, plus, packin' up th bag, oh ! & showerrr, took almost 45 minutes ! Dangggg !
Blahblah, I was late ! I came school around 7, which was 15 mins late. -_-
I fell in. And since theres one blank file(IS IT?), someone had to leave the parade & it'll be Katek or me, since we're the late ones. Fuck, I was mad but thank god, Some NPCC cadet wanted to. yay ^^
The parade was err, okay? I did some mistakes. like, YIKES !
And some sec 3's behind me was like ' go Amirah !' ? hahaa. Wooo !
We had one kecoh(!) phototaking after that. haha. What the hell. Then, I changed into panther's shirt and straight to the hall for the performances.

The hall was kinda mendak -_- Singing & stuffs. But it went Okay too, Just Okay.
We're given Singapore flags & yayyy, I was happy with it. Now, it's stuffed into Bby's shoebag, & my boots are in there. ew.
Hall was nothing really. I passed my bag to bby since I was lazzzzy enough.
Then it was the class activities ! yay again ! And for the tee-shit designs, I was lucky chosen !
I went so happy. But it turned ugly on the shirt. & Among 4, I didnt get chosen for th competition, like boo ! Nah, get top 4 in class pn gerek what. ;D

By 10 AM, I met baby & friends down in the canteen.
Blahblah, Hakeem got his 2nd sayang back, the Siti Guitar. :D
And stop playing with the handphone pranks, dude ! Irritating, y'knw .
Then, me & bby headed to Tmall since i wanna have my breakkkkkkfast over at BK. But nah, We had it at KFC. I love Chickens for my whole life, please. ^^
We went home since bby wna take his kain for the prayers. Then, I noticed I forgot to bring my keys ! What The Fuck. So I had to go back to Tmall there Again(!!), & met mom to get the keys. her office like damn best okay.
I went to the library next, while waiting for bby. So lonely :(
ard 2 pm, Shaik & Hakeemack finally came ! & We window shopped & crapped in the mall.
Totally fun. We met alot of peepo there, at Toys R us. And Shaik, Zikri, Ramadhan, Hasan, & maybe Hakeemack have one dirrrrrty lil secreeet ! :P Tsktsk.

Then baby bought his pick & we hang around playing UNO -____-
& giggled till I wanna piss, again.
It's Singapore's Birthday tomorrow ! Yipee.
And I'm gna watch the Parade with Adriana bby yawwww.
Anyone else going too ? Maybe we can bumed in sometime tmrw. ^^
but we gna have one short couples day out before tht ? Woo !
I cant wait ! I cant wait ! i cant wait !

Have fun tomorrow, pretty readers!

B to the ORED

2008-08-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

It's 10:09 PM, August 7th, Thursday.

I am, tired, blank, dizzy, missed, lazy, freshed from th shower, hungry, lazy.

I will, msg/call bby in a few mins later, maybe run to the kitchen & get a cup of milk?

I think, baby doesnt love/miss me anymore :(((((((((((((((((((

I hate, the barret and parade tomorrow ! shit.

I love, nothing much for now :(

I am plain bored.

I have cupcake hair ! woo!

2008-08-06T22:27:00.003+08:00

Okay, I feel so lethargic please.
I'm so tired & Im lazy to take a real shower actually.
I just had training for th NDP parade for friday nationalday celebration in school.
It sucked & it totally wasted my time. Theres ncdcc again tomorrow ! Oh please, I need a break.
My butt's killin' me. & I so wanna back out for the parade, pretty please? I hate it.

That was waaay after school.
Everything today was a total mundaaaaaaane. Plus, I felt very sleepy th whole day.
So, school was nothing. & Maths gettin' boring somehow. Everything does ! -_-

Bby sent me home after school. But we hung ard before tht.
& in my phne, there's tons of pictures tht we cambitched. Woooo.
Eventually, the pictures were fishy. So, i wouldnt wana post all of em.

Ard 3:30 pm, I went home & rushed to get ready for Ncd. Which starts at 4 !
so heck with tht. When I reached, the parade started already, was so paiseh .
hah, so blabla. The barret(SP!?) is ugly . ewwww. I hate it.

I'm going the real NDP, most prolly with Adriana bby.
Sorry for those who signed up. heh ! I dont knw who to choose !
It's hard okay . Sorryyyyyy !
And I bet we're gonna have lotsa fun this Saturday ! Somehow, I cant wait !
YAYYYY :DDDD

hey twit-y smurf.

2008-08-05T17:29:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHA ! WHAT?
"now eur saying eur original.bloghopping(fun thing to do) truly,really reveals the ugly sight of euu.gahgah.mymymymy.bnyk jugk ehk words kau ikot."

HAHA. Abeh mcm mane nk ckp bloghopping itu fun?
OH ! "Bloghopping ish a veri fun thing to do,euu knoe ! gah gah" ? HA-HA !
Okay, I feel so insecured. People looking straight at me so closely. & just observe at every single piece tht's on me. HAH, yay!
Hey firstly, I didnt over do it. Like calling people attention seekers & stuffs. I know my limits. ^^
I dont ditch you on every post I'll go throu. & If you're so mad & not sastified with me, Come say it right into my face(!), dammit.

Okay, I wna stop all this shit okay.
it's a waste of time having you around my blog. But you're welcome anyway.
Cos I wont loiter in your dirty blog for goodness sake.
Brush up your english. With eur language this wae, I dun think people will understand euuu.
HAH. -____________________________-
It's good enough I blogged something real good the last post okay. Now tell me who's th one who really wna pick some kiddy fight ?
Now, this is what i call ditching . :D

Okay so, tuesdays rock.
It's the first time Miss Siti taught us english, so awkward.
Malay's another fun lesson :D
Reccess was fine too :D no fights with bby.
Science, th china people came over our class & since no one's really friendly enough to partner up with em, I did. & she was really, er, white, & talks like a robot.
HAH.

After school was something horrible.
We had another fight. & I cried, bby still kept laughing. urh
& I was really pissed , pls. :(

But everything's fine now.

yeehaw

2008-08-04T18:12:00.003+08:00

*sighsighsighsighsigh.
Okay, The only reason why I read blog because thts what I'll always do. & I believe you do too.
& hey, im not demanding anything nor not welcoming you here cos you are, everyone is! All I actually said was 'get your own originality' & you went all over it. -_-
What mission? What, ya think I wna steal your friend?
Think hard for goodness sake. Take her all ya want. Be greedy.
For i know, friends are everywhere. I could be yours too. But, i dont knw.
Ask Humaira, I even told her to go to you & cheer you up. Isn't tht good?
I changed, I think I really have. I dont knw to a good or a bad way, but i think things change somehow now.
Me & Humaira forgave & forget, So tht is why we're all okay now.
I dont wna steal your friends. Take em ! I have mine too.
Still, I dont knw what has gotten in to you .

Okay, blabering in blogs are funny.
Add me at my msn if you're still mad or anything ! Anything !, just face me .

[Edited]
I was bloghoppin' & Azura bby told me to do tht quizy. So here I go. :D

1.The last person to tag you is ?
Julz. :D

2.Your relationships with him/her is ?
Friends, Schoolmate .

3.Your five impression of him/her is:
Friendly, someone I can turn to for r'ship advices(!), very pretty, good girlfriend, & her blog really inspires me sometimes. yay ! ^^

4.The most memorable thing he/she done fer you :
She cheered me up by sending a looong msg when I fought with Hakeem that day. Khe-hee.

5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you :
When she told me she treats me like her own sistaaa. HAHA.

6.If he/she become your lover , you will :
LOL. I dont knw. Maybe I have to break up with Hakeem too ?

7.If he/she become your lover ,thing he/she need to improve on will be :
Hm, she's a great gf, I can see . So I dont knw what it'll be. Oh ! maybe be moreeeeee aproachable ! HEEEEEH.

8.If he/she become your enemy , you will :
I'll pull her skirts. HAH ! okay no.

9.If he/she become your enemy , the reason will be :
For not replying my msgs sometimes . Gr.

10.The most desire thing you want to do fer him/her nw is :
I cant think of this. Chatting with hakeem now & this, is pressuring me(!!)

11.Your overall impression of him/her :
Someone I could turn to . & hope we'll be real close friends one day ! yay :DD

12.Hw you think people around you feel about you :
They'll feel totally annoyed, I'll guess.

13.~~The characters you love of yourself are~~ 'The characters hakeem love of yourself':
He said I'm caring, I'm sweet sometimes, & sometimes, totally perfect? Which I dont think I am. HAH. -_-

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate of yourself are:
I give up on stuffs so easily, & I can't control my anger.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is:
Someone close to perfect.

16.For people that care and like you , say something to them :
Thanks alot. & er, oh ! I love you people. ^^

17.Passed this quiz to 10 person that you wished to know how they feel about you
1.Hakeem 2. Farah 3.Alep 4.Raudhah 5. Muz 6. Humaira 7. Raimy 8. Maisarah 9. Artiqah 10. Zafirah.
(GEE, I'm runnin' out of people, man !)

18.Who is no .6 having relationships with ?
Humaira? THIS guy, i dont knw. hmph.

19.Is no .9 male or female?
Artiqah's a female, please.

20.If no. 7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?
Raimy & Zafirah? okay no way ! Both are attatched, rrright? :DD

21.What is No.2 studying about ?
Domos & muffins ! yay farah !

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?
Alep? Like ages ! the last time was when he offered me some Hello Pandas. hah !

23.What kind of music no.8 like?
Mai? I dont knw. We ain't tht close. :(

24.Does no.1 have any siblings ?
YES ! 5 of em & he's the only guyyyyyyyy ! haha how UN-lucky !

25.Will you woo no.3?
HAHA EEK, no way. later hakeem marah . TEHHEE

26.Hw about no 7 ?
RAIMY !? Lagi later hakeem marah more. & anna will smack me.

27.Is no.4 single ?
Last time, she said, yeah.

28.What is the surname of no.5.
I dont knw. Just Muzzie, i think?

29.What's is the hobby of no.4?
I dont knw, writting, do th typeywipey, play with th cam? ^^

30.Does no.5 and 9 get along well ?
I dont think they even knw each other. whosh.

31.Where is no.2 studying at?
East View sec -_-

32.Talk something casually about no.1:
Black, cute, & lovely

33.Have you tried developing your feelings for no.8 ?
Aidil gna smaaack me wokay !

34.Where does no.9 live at ?
Simei, Near hakeem's. GR !

35.What colour no.4 like?
I dont knw lehhhhh !

36.Are no.5 and 1 bestfriend ?
I dont think so ?

37.Does no.1 have any pets?
ME.

38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
NO WAY , please !

39.What is no.10 doing nw ?
Dont ask me .

HAHA !
[Edited/]

Laaaaaav

2008-08-03T19:27:00.003+08:00

I love my family.
I love Abdul Hakeem !
I love donuts, please.
I love the colour orange.
I love the colour yellow too.
I love the colour red three.
I love fruits .
I love pizzas.
I love Mee Siam. -_-
I love Kittens.
I love rainy days, sometimes.
I love the smell of grass.
I love frogs.
I love horsies.
I love hugs.
I love friends.
I love the wind.
I love laughing.
I love it when people do stuffs for me.
I love the technology.
I love paramore, still ?
I love the clouds.
I love umbrellas.
I love money.
I love lots of money.
I love cameras.
I love nature, somehow.
I love school, sometimes.
I love Hakeem.
I love lots of other billions, Gazzillions stuffs on earth.
Yay !

whah ! another boring day !
BOO! to th weekends.
There's sch tomorrow. I'm so not into studying, for now.
NDP training tmrw ! shit that.

Fvck.

2008-08-02T16:40:00.003+08:00

Singfest is like,today! & There wont be any chance for me going.
There's the Panic! at the disco, Fvck.

It's Satuday and Saturdays are suppose to be fun days.
But instead, I'm here rottin' away.
When in fact, baby is havin fun with friends.
Life Is Unfair.

sucks biggies.

2008-08-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

*sigh.
FYI, I wasnt bitchin' nor ditchin' . The word is 'Explaining' .
I was clearly laying things staright. & hey I didnt mention your name, did i?
& it wasnt you I'm refering to. It's nadia I dont knw who. Come on ! -____-
Battlefield in tagboards? HAH ! I dont play tht thang anymore.
Well, to someone, I changed have i ? & to a good way :D
I dont classify you under the group ENEMY, instead, i dont knw who you are anymore.
Like I say, You be nice, i will too. Ask Humaira, your friend. Have i ?
I'm all over everything. I'm just pointing out my views plus some other peoples'.

It's gna be half past 11 , night time.
Ncdcc today was a total boredom & a waste of time ! Darn, I so wana back out for the NDP parade in sch ! I didnt even wna be in ! I was totally forced, shit.
The malaysia trip in september would be something new. & leceh too !
My weeks have been really packed ! CCA is gettin' on my way.
Science project here & there. & I haveto do the classroom, which I dont want to !
Being a Vice-Chairman sucks biggies.

Test week is over yawwwwwwwwwwwww !
Weekends gna be filled with lotsa naps. I've been getting less sleeptime lately.
& That suck biggies too !

PS: hotties are cool, right !

2008-07-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

Oh dang, Life is messy.

Things sorta changed in this relationship.

1. Hakeem changed a little.

2. I seemed to changed alot.

3. Everything changed.

So yah, maybe things dont sort out pretty well. & Everything seems wrong & painful.
Nah, I'll still stay strong alright ! :D I wont let 11 months to a waste.

Boring Thursay. Nothing much to really muffin about.
Oh well, I'll just blab abt yesterday's fieldtrip yaw.
We went to the Ford Fact. or something something. It was err, okay. MUSEUM-_-
Katek sat with me in the bus since I was all alone. & the day was mugly hot. lol, mugly -_-
Watched some mini movie abt the war going on in Singapore in the I-Dont-Know-When-Actually. Wars & histories are really sad, ya think? I mean, what a torture dammit !
& then, eka & irah came & joined us. So we camslut uhhuh. it's night time, too lazy to upload :D
We went to the second place, which was the Kranji war something something.
Well, it is a cemetry. It was so peaceful. & the place is pretty plus romantic ^.^
Too bad, we didnt have slut time. uh !

I think I didnt do ugly for science test. yayho.
& maths' test tomorrow. Fuck it. No, Fuck algebra.

HAHA, Okay so to you, So-called-hotties aint cool? Danggg.
I didnt mention I was cool or anything, right? I was just being me.
As far as i know, people doesnt have any problems with me. Now, whats with YOU ?
If I didnt have originality & shits, people would have actually mention it.
Ya want proves too? Cos hell yeah, it's not only me who says what im sayin' nw.
Haha, talking abt originality, I still remember this Nadia, isit?
If you guys read my old posts, she copied almost everything in my blog. -__-
I wonder if she still read this blog.
Explained much ?

PS: hotties are cool, right !

Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep

2008-07-29T18:55:00.006+08:00

Hey ho.
Oh well, I'll just blog everyday since I feel so free and bored everytime.
Days have been a real mundane now. & more? I feel so sick right now.
School was alright today. Fuck hakeem, I went to school all alone today. And my tastebuds switched off today. So basically, I cant taste my breakfast .

It was english & Mrs Walcott didnt turned up. Tht calls for a parteh ! No english test.*phew!
I studied for the science test instead with Katek & Alicia. & learned the guitars too.
Malay was pretty fun & hyped like the usuals. I went shooting answering what Cikgu asked. But in fact, I dont know what the question is. So paisey ! -_-

Then it was science period. Science test was pretty easy, i must say.
I answered every single question :D I didnt get stuck on any of th questions.
So I'll just hope i'll get em right & see my marks pretty . ^^
Maths was like normal too. We have to stay back a while since th class pissed him or so.
& we're suppose to finish some assigments before going home. Well yeah ! i didnt.
But I got off :D with my very own trick. TEHHEE. Ask Dennis, yo.

Today seemed totally short. Cos we've got a total of 3 periods of science & 3 periods of Malay !
After school, went to see baby play soccer for the inter-house, er rrrrright?
Well, panther won . 5-1 with Jaguar. HAH !
& baby scored twice ! Go, WHOA, mistaaaaaaaaaaaaahh !

Ok how lucky ! I'm chosen for the Malaysia trip for the Ncdcc !
It'll be like the Hongkong commin' to singapore to see us .
But this time it's us visiting the NCDCC version in malaysia. :DD
& I jussssssst hope ! It wont fall on 10th september ! Tht'll be our anniversary !
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ! how how ?

Eh ! Someone said i'm so-called-HOT ! Yay ! thanks ! :D
I have my own originality waaaaaaaaaaaay much then you.
Ask your friends. Wait you've got tht much friends?
Who told ya I wna fight? -_________- oh please, thts so last year.
I just said a sentence, dammit.
& I'm pretty nice to keep your name low. I knw what im doing. Cos I respect others.
So readers, dont terase ! Unless you know who you exactly am.

Yay.

WHAAACHOO !

2008-07-28T21:53:00.001+08:00

WHAAACHOO !

I feel so sick, niggah.

I especially couldnt stand on having a flu. It's really irritating how your nose goes, you know. Haiyah ! I think I used a whole box of tissues. Come on kids ! Kill the bacteria or germs? in my body fast . I dont feel myself.

I'm havin' one irritating flu & baby's fast asleep. -_________-
What a one big fat-lazy-with mangkok haired- yet cute pig.

Bubbly nose!

2008-07-27T22:53:00.007+08:00

Hallu !
Yayy, My weekends were great .
Okay, so maybe the fireworks didnt make it last night. But still, i had one jolly afternoon with bby. Beggin' mom to get out was really tough, but it went oh alright then. We left at 5 ystdy & I have to fetch baby from his place. GRR.

Went to City Hall & since baby was fasting, he couldnt hug, nor hold my hands.Bubbly funneh !
Marina Square, bought Ljs, & finally bby brought money ! *jelings !
We settled near the Esplanade there. And there was a lot of people ! & funny there werent any fireworks at all tht night. -____- Oh, & I saw Suhaila . Finally shw knws who I am.^^

We waited & waited & waited till 9:40pm & still there wasnt any sign of the fireworks -_- !
Still, i had alot of bubbly fun singing some Bubble Songs me & baby made up. HAHA.
'OH ! We gonna havva BUBBLY day !
& OH ! you've gotta bubbly nose, nose, nose, nose !'

Homed by 11. Yayy, I love my Hakekekekekekekekekekekeem !

Smelly faces ! Yikes !

I had this NCDCC stuff just now morning at Tamp Mart.

It's like the one we did at tht hubhub thingeh. Kindda boring.

Then, we gotta knw Ashwini was in the hospital.

We went to see her then. So I rushed home first & get more money !
Well, It's 11:24 PM. & I havto rush things for now.
So err, er, We met the sch counseller(sp?) there too.

We had fun in the hospital too ! We started to play ard as we have to wait for the counseller to talk to Ashwini. hah .

So, we played with the face masks?, & stuffs there lah. haiya! lazy to elaborate.

I'm so sleepy now.

I'm scared for the unready prepared maths CA tmrw. Shit !

SCREW YOUUUUU ALGEBRAAAA !

Oh, & abt the NDP, Im still thinking ! -_-

2008-07-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

Some people don't feel me .